What Made You Angry Today?

[Abstract]

My ridiculous frigging brain.

 

[rainy_daze]

Psychiatrist. A 10 minute appointment to discuss me not sleeping for months, really? A 10 minute appointment to discuss suicidal ideation, really? A 10 minute appointment I waited a month on. To be told something I've already been told, to be offered no medication and advice that I could have given myself. And then the media wonders why we have the highest suicide rate in the whole of the United Kingdom when we have this type of appointment going on.

Spot the complete lack of support for those suffering mental illness from the health system.

Mr Psychiatrist, I have now hated you for approximately eight years. You could have redeemed yourself, but offering me 10 minutes is a complete joke. A very unfunny one.

I miss the experienced and caring Psychiatrist who diagnosed me, who actually understood me and who I was able to talk to. I wish I had taken the amazing help that was offered to me all those years ago, but I wasn't ready. I really thought I would be better by now. I didn't know you were telling my family it was in the years to come that things would get worse. I didn't realise you were telling them I was in for a long recovery. I'm so mad at myself.

You, Mr Psychiatrist, is what is wrong, when you combine your attitude to the whole health system, this is where you are failing. You are failing people like me. People who are asking you to do your job, and spend a little time with them. Grrrrrrrrrrrr.

I'm so mad I need to calm down. I'm so sick of the lack of support and empathy. It really bothers me. Time to soldier on and not let the lack of professional support over the past few years to destroy what's currently left of my life. I still have a roof over my head, and an internet connection. I still have a desire to get better. I will repeat these phrases and learn to be grateful.

I'm so angry though :mad: :depressed:.

 

[therisa]

It has taken 5 weeks to paint my apartment building, because the painter, only works 4 hour days, leaving me, to suffer from the fumes of the drying latex paint, which the city of Toronto, forced my slumlord (oops, I did say that?) landlord, to make these remakes, to the building.

 

[Britt.f7]

Not furious, but a bit perturbed that my son is not as grateful for his free car from his grandpa and grandma then I am. I get that he is a teenage boy and it is a practical car, Honda Civic, but, still, he could be more grateful instead of nitpicking all the little things he didn't like about it. Thankfully, he is just sharing it with me.

 

[KP the nut]

I've had a fasting blood test. SIX needle sticks and TWO nurses later they eventually got the third vial of blood from my hand - OUCH.

 

[therisa]

KP, you have my sympathy, as I am, a pre-Insulin diabetic, myself. I hate my quartly tests.

People, who live in or visit my apartment building, and leave it, looking a garbage dump, because they're too lazy to place it, in the proper bins.

 

[KP the nut]

I was angry at people parking in the gym car park so that they could go to MacDonalds - really, maybe they need the gym!

 

[amethist]

Stupid villager's getting the story wrong and commenting on things when they know nothing about what actually happened.

Talk about Chinese whispers.

 

[therisa]

The forever line-ups at the cashiers, when you go to pay for your purchases. Almost left my stuff behind today, at Walwart, because this.

 

[Deleted member 12723]

I needed gas and went to my favorite gas station and they were closed. I had to go out later on and get gas at a very crowded gas station. But I did it. I hate change.

 

[twopenny]

Yesterday, rather than today, but a motorist who expected me ( a pedestrian at a crossing) to be able to predict which exit she was taking at a roundabout, when she never bothered indicating. The car lights are there for a reason, lady!

 

[Britt.f7]

Just a little angry when my husband decided to be passive aggressive in what he was telling me. I don't even think he realizes it at times, but it drives me nuts.