What Made You Angry Today?

[Anrish]

That some friends ...just do what the want and expect me to go along with everything...and when I don't - they blame me.

 

[Anrish]

I'm angry about my new boss. He tries to change everything, is totally into statistics but he doesn't help you at all and he doesn't do his work he should do. I want my old boss back - he was bitchy, but honest. :sorry:

 

[Deleted member 28403]

A girl sat next to me and started a normal conversation, and as people normally never do that I was a bit confused, but as soon as I mentioned I am a mathematician and plan to go to a Math-IT school she left saying thats dumb.

 

[Anrish]

@otakujome : I can understand that you feel angry about his. I would also. It's the same when I say that I like science, math and that I study psychology. I don't think it's dumb at all. It's complex and difficult but also really fascinating.

People who call others dumb because they are different are dumb themselves. So, don't let this get to you. :hug:

 

[Deleted member 28403]

@Anrish

Thank you for that.

Though I'm only 8th grade I study high school physics and when I have time high school math. This year I'm planning to participate in 2 math and one physics competition.

I hate how people need to destroy something that is different and have tasted that. I was abandoned.

In first grade in a month I fell in love with math and I finished the first semester early, but the teacher only got angry at me for going further, instead of sticking around behind.

I worked a lot, I work a lot and I do all I can with the power I have...
I hope I get to endurable enough level for work soon.

Sorry for long and a bit of topic post from original thread.

 

[BlackbirdSinging]

My mom. She's older and she forgets things which I understand and I don't blame her for. One thing she forgets is my boundaries. And in all fairness she doesn't know all of them. But some of them she does know. And it can feel sometimes like the only boundaries that matter are hers. It makes me feel so guilty and hypervigilant saying that. I need to say I'm not trying to talk badly about my mom. And I'm telling the truth.

Today she crossed one of my boundaries without thinking. And it made me so uncomfortable it triggered my anger. I wanted to yell at her but I couldn't. That would create a reaction I can't always and I don't like having to deal with. I should be allowed to be angry too.

 

[TonyG]

Reading some posts on here makes me angry, Really some people have a couple of issues in there life that have nothing to do with PTSD and they post it up like no one has issues,

 

[ms spock]

Racism. Homophobia that lead to no medical care.

 

[Ronin]

@Ms Spock, yeah the similar. I never know which -ism it is that gets people throw me off their offices after I make those attempts to eff-ing get there (which isn't way too often given I'm very of the mindset 'I can get through everything I just need some people to dissuade me of that and take care of me at times, but that doesn't count as debt, since I can return the favor').

It's... darned annoying. Hang in there. You're fighting that system just by not giving up on it. (Or well. Is what I tell myself.)

 

[ms spock]

It is challenging @Kaia. I am not actually sure what you mean by your post. But thanks for acknowledging me.

 

[Ronin]

That I'm dealing with similar problems, as plain as that. And that it's often one thing or the other, and not worth my time to try to figure the specific -why's- got me without this or that type of needed care, but as to how can I help myself otherwise. If that helps any, for explanation. (Not meaning to say what you should or shouldn't. Venting, mostly.)

 

[Karen12]

Housework. It puts me halfway between despair and rage. It brings where I am and who I've become into sharp, hit-you-on-the-face focus.