When... what's those trips to other times of my life and why is nobody around me doing anything, we've got people to take care of god bloody damn it, move it everyone. Ack. No. You have PTSD. It's not now.
When... The sport you're the best at these days is reaching to people as if in your past because you're awesome, you'll grab them firmer This Time.
When... Shit, I was healthier acknowledging they're many points of no return ever, stop trying, it's over.