You Know You Have PTSD When...

[Friday]

And you wonder why you're so tired all the time, even though you're "not doing anything."

LMAO... Apart from the old saw “I may not look like I’m doing anything, but on the cellular level I’m actually very busy.” ;)

I tend to call anxiety attacks “Lazy girl cardio” Look! Ma! I’ve got my heart rate up just. sitting. here. :smug:

Also gives new meaning to “sweating to the oldies” <cough>

 

[Friday]

It’s Tuesday??? f*ck. I’m supposed to be somewhere in 36 hours and Inhavent even started getting dressed, yet. Dammit. Better let them know I’m running late. Headdesk.

It didn’t used to take me 3 minutes to get dressed, much less 3 days.

 

[Ronin]

Trade :D

I suggest we trade.
I need be sitting on my ass, some more. Body keeps being nope. The best I manage is 30 mins bursts of sleep, even with meds that shoulda knocked me out for days.

Tldr, Needing ta be places & not yet at it sounda perfect deal for my Needa do resting baby miniproblems. :D

 

[Ronin]

You play a drinking game on messy crap in your head.

... and you have bingo to top it, too. :cool:

 

[ChildofGod]

Your life is complicated.

 

[Ronin]

Your life is super straight forward, it's f*ckups jumping with spots of sunlight and falling into hellholes...

... only your T is glad you requested a few things stay off file forever because her poor heart said it's so convoluted she wouldn't know how to file it right.

 

[ChildofGod]

You are a different race than your abusers.

 

[Ronin]

... Answering a four word question with two words is too loaded conversation.

 

[mumstheword]

A pending house inspection feels like a home invasion.

 

[Ronin]

@mumstheword, you got this Mums :tup:

Unlike home invasions, these guys the max they can do is be rude to you... And you handle rude people with grace. :sneaky:

 

[ChildofGod]

I have nothing to hide anymore, no shame. I am no longer scared of telling my story, to anyone. You have no idea how freeing that is or how it feels. But I do hope that everyone will come to that conclusion at some point. That they were never to blame and it was never their fault.

 

[Ronin]

Telling everything to anyone is such a stupid and dangerous idea.

No matter the topic.