Hello All,
I'm back since the last time I logged in. I am doing alright and I'm trying not to over use this site. I am not sure if this would be helpful to ask you for feedback.
I kept getting recurring dream about certain person that I used to know. This person has been my mentor when I was young adult and I made many many mistakes that I wish I didn't. There are bad and good memories; I admit that I do wonder if this person is really a real friend or not. Bottom line -- some does not approve our friendship due to age difference and what I have done in past.
Basic background about this recurring dream:
The townhome, the house number "1204", seeing two people (one large person and other person slim person) with two playful persons. I know who and I can identify those place. I do not have that dream for long time and the last time was in around 1998 or 1999. Now, I get these again. I could not figure out why. I found some pictures that I felt that this person should have those since it is her children, I wrote her a letter, told her how much I learned from her and what I have appreciated what she have done to me. I shared what happened to me lately and I asked her to help me out with memories I need to go there to clear things up. However, I never got response or any message from her. I do not want to drop in and find out because I'm afraid of getting hurt.
Back to the dream - why am I getting these dream? I checked the dates and month in 1998; I discovered that the date and month matches from Dec 2014 to this month of January 2015. I felt like it is dejavu or something? I compared the month in 1998 and now I see it is the same (of course, year is different).
Are you following me so far? I hope so and I hope you can at least provide feedback or suggestion. Someone told me to not feel alarmed about it and try not over analysis on this. I do wish that this person actually response because I feel that it is important to me since I have difficult time to remember things when I was young adult. Those memories are spotty and vague so I am not able to remember the whole picture of story are about.
Thanks for reading and I'm looking forward to hear from your response.
I'm back since the last time I logged in. I am doing alright and I'm trying not to over use this site. I am not sure if this would be helpful to ask you for feedback.
I kept getting recurring dream about certain person that I used to know. This person has been my mentor when I was young adult and I made many many mistakes that I wish I didn't. There are bad and good memories; I admit that I do wonder if this person is really a real friend or not. Bottom line -- some does not approve our friendship due to age difference and what I have done in past.
Basic background about this recurring dream:
The townhome, the house number "1204", seeing two people (one large person and other person slim person) with two playful persons. I know who and I can identify those place. I do not have that dream for long time and the last time was in around 1998 or 1999. Now, I get these again. I could not figure out why. I found some pictures that I felt that this person should have those since it is her children, I wrote her a letter, told her how much I learned from her and what I have appreciated what she have done to me. I shared what happened to me lately and I asked her to help me out with memories I need to go there to clear things up. However, I never got response or any message from her. I do not want to drop in and find out because I'm afraid of getting hurt.
Back to the dream - why am I getting these dream? I checked the dates and month in 1998; I discovered that the date and month matches from Dec 2014 to this month of January 2015. I felt like it is dejavu or something? I compared the month in 1998 and now I see it is the same (of course, year is different).
Are you following me so far? I hope so and I hope you can at least provide feedback or suggestion. Someone told me to not feel alarmed about it and try not over analysis on this. I do wish that this person actually response because I feel that it is important to me since I have difficult time to remember things when I was young adult. Those memories are spotty and vague so I am not able to remember the whole picture of story are about.
Thanks for reading and I'm looking forward to hear from your response.
