How did your first few nights on seroquel go? I was on it as well- worked like a charm putting me to bed- but the hangover was unbearable for me.
I also disliked the times when I would be kept up due to physical pain or mental anguish, and my body would be so tired and desperate for sleep but unable to. I'm curious to hear how it's been.
Praying for you as well- I just read your most recent post and feel for you. I often sit in my car and wonder about that "nearest bridge." In fact, I was doing this last night, then I somehow snap out of it, decide to go get a slice of pizza, and my car battery had died. I was fuming waiting for AAA. Sending some love and strength for you and the kids.