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Concern Citizen
Hello I am new to the forum but I just found this site after fighting myself and others and decided I ha...
I have been on Adderall for approximately three or four months. It was extremely difficult to get out of bed, no motivation and no interest in life necessary functions. Total despair like I have never known came into me. You are probably thinking I was suffering from depression. The truth is, I felt I had no control over my being. SSRIs made my PTSD worse and I was filled with anger from frustration. There was an allergic reaction to them I soon discovered. I was running into curbs while driving, thank goodness I never hit anyone. But I was struck two or three times in less than 40 days and I often wondered could they have been avoided. One day at work, I started driving while my client was not all the way in the car. It was then, when I went again to get help. And I drove as little as possible. And for the record, over-the-counter supplements did not work for me.
After being on Adderall, I feel better. Because I can get out of bed and want to. I started working on some things like a HHA certificate, for example. Yes, I do have to contend with those damn Panic Attacks but the helplessness is gone. The PAs are bad enough but not having the strength or will to fight was taking a toll on me. This medication is helping me, I do not know where I would be, emotionally, today without it.