5 Things I'm Thinking Today

[corvidae]

thanks @gizmo
it's been quite the experience :D

 

[Tinyflame]

1. Hugs to @jaccat -hope it went ok :tup: , @gizmo @C j @Anrish @Ronin @corvidae @Medic72 @Recovery4Me @intothelight @Lionheart777 @Snowflake @goingonhope @stronglady @Spiderallis @Ninja , and all xox.
2. Very thankful relative did decide to go/ ~reconcile(?). 1st time I've really started to wonder if ptsd is playing a part (not all but some); trauma defiitely is.. I don't think I've been truly compassionate enough.
3. A sign said, re: child porn images of yourself onlne: "Take charge. Your body. Your images."
4. I thought, yes- my body is 'mine', never thought of that. Circumstances can be like 'theft'?
5. Is not being to blame the same as not being at fault?

6. Even if I could let anger towards myself go, I don't see reasonable reasons it should be put on others.
7. Sweet person at work brought cupcakes. Another brought specialty coffee for me. :notworthy:
8. I've eaten too much. And still. :p
9. I think God loves everyone equally & crazy-much, and we are to try to approximate that as much as possible to others.
10. I woke up the other day feeling it's hard to see progress/ an end when in it; but perhaps I cannot see all the goodness of what's there or even what I've been given? And if I could I would see a beautiful story, not feel just feel or remember horrific moments.
11 Maybe the horrible moments just demand much attention, or it's the fear that overwhelms? I think so.
12. Sweet dreams everyone. :hug: :hug:

 

[Tinyflame]

1. And hugs @digger ! :) :hug:
2. I know this is a ptsd forum, but people are very very kind about ptsd here. :notworthy: :hug:
3. I saw a calender with a fox on it. Not as sweet as 'in person'. :) :inlove:

 

[Recovery4Me]

1. I found a site for world clock setting of this forward and back mess:
Time changes in year 2017 for USA – New York – New York

2. I needed to check because I became confused as to when it was. I depend on my smart phone and computer to do it automatically, so I don't pay it no mind.

3.I only have one loud ticking manual clock with dual silver bell strikers on top -(good for little lonesome puppies), restless babies and this half deaf woman (to hear the alarm).

4. Everyone talks about hot coco :hungry:so much in this thread...I had to dashed to make myself a cup!:hilarious: Thank you for the influence!:hug:

5. I played mobile games all day, let the sun shine and fresh air in my patio door, ate well and only did a few chores. :angelic: Then I had hot coco.:tup::clown:

 

[Deleted member 12723]

Thank you @Junebug .

 

[Deleted member 29920]

Happy birthday @Anrish :cool::D;):joyful::playful::p:x3::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug:

@Junebug :hug::hug::hug::hug::hug:I adore foxes :inlove:

5. I played mobile games all day, let the sun shine and fresh air in my patio door, ate well and only did a few chores. :angelic: Then I had hot coco.:tup::clown:

Rather a perfect day isn't that?! :D:hug::hug::hug::hug::hug:

@corvidae I wondered where you'd got to! Support :hug::hug::hug::hug::hug:

Okay, off to keep moving my spirit forward ;)

 

[Lionheart]

1. I have come to understand how it is that sometimes people die from the flu, it takes a serious toll on the body. :(

2. Benadryl is the shiznit when it come to excess mucous, (at least it is for this cowboy).:)

3. I've been expressing my feelings openly, on subjects that are important to me, on Facebook and only good things have resulted, (so far, so good).:tup:

4. I think kindness, respect, compassion, empathy, and tolerance are sadly lacking in some people.:confused:

5. I think I will study voodoo for the next time I get the flu.:p

 

[Recovery4Me]

@Junebug XxXx Oo Thank you my friend!

@C j Yes it was a perfect day!:hug:


@Anrish (Cj started it...:clown:)

 

[Deleted member 29920]

Cj started it.

sorry @Anrish! :lurking::p

 

[Friday]

1. I have come to understand how it is that sometimes people die from the flu, it takes a serious toll on the body. :(

I caught the 1917 version of B last year... 11 days in the ICU, 7 months on supplemental o2. 4 months to walk across a room. Dreadful stuff, influenza. :wtf: That particular version was a bitch in and of itself, but it essentially melted the surface of your lungs allowing for sooooo many secondary infections. Been almost a year, and I'm still recovering. Nasty nasty virus.

5. I think I will study voodoo for the next time I get the flu.:p

I think I will track down my enemies -while still mobile- and give them a big, fat, kiss :sneaky: Killing with kindness. <cough> Mwaaaaah!

 

[Anrish]

1. @C j and @Recovery4Me You're some crazy folks...thank you! :x3:
2. Wonderful sunny weather! :happy:
3. I'm surprised who already thought at me...wow!
4. Got a great new cup with literature - already have one with math. :inlove:
5. Off to the restaurant we walk! :hungry:

 

[BlackbirdSinging]

I'm thinking about how I'm responsible for my mom's dog for the next few days which means I have to wake up literally at dawn to take it out and just no. I'm not a morning person unless you mean 2am. Which by the way I missed 2am. That's when I was going to go to bed. Instead I looked at my clock and watched it go from 1am to 3am. Shit. Time change. I forgot.

I'm thinking this dog has anxiety that is out of control lol. It's bad enough that when it got ready to poop it thought it heard a sound and refused to poop. This resulted in me trying to walk it down the street a little and back again while it like a 2 year old having a tantrum made all of it's limbs stiff. So, I after 2 and a half hours of sleep I was pretty much pulling the dog and pleading with it to just poop already. At 6:30am. In the dark. In my pajamas. When there hadn't been anything there to startle the dog to begin with.

I'm thinking dogs sure get excited for their treats after they pee. And it's a really good thing people don't get treats to celebrate every trip to the bathroom.

I'm thinking I love animals. I really do. But, this whole waking up at dawn to stand outside for dogs to do their business stuff is nuts.

I'm thinking when I'm off doggy duty I'm going to sleep for a day or a week or whatever. Because, dawn? That's painful lol. So, those are the 5 things I'm thinking about lol.