5 Things I'm Thinking Today

[Deadman]

• My dog is much better at making friends than I am :rolleyes:
• I really should vacuum the house. I'm not sure if that was a real bunny that rolled by or just a dust bunny.
• I really wish I could face a trip into town without worrying about a flashback
• I like some really esoteric things
• Being very short on cash is making me better at improvising.

 

[Snowflakes]

I need a vacation:

1. Alone
2. On a warm beach
3. Under a starry night sky
4. With a campfire
5. And a lot of cold beer.

 

[Naoru]

1 Not what I wanted to hear, @Ronin :grumpy::shifty: No fun! But fiiiiiiine, I will go. :p
2 He bought me a new computer. Not gonna turn it down. I mean, he knows what is coming.
3 Yayyyyy @Anrish is home!! :D Anata wa tsuini sore o tsukutta! :hug:
4 Festival :eek::eek::eek:
5 Evaded and conquered more. Man, feels like progress. What will there be to tell T? Nada! :D Probably a good time to start that diary. Have it for when it hits the fan again. Because it will. Inevitably. :rolleyes:

 

[Ronin]

1. Cheers, @Naoru :) You'll be alright.
2. Wish the stupidass drilling & dogs both stopped. Jfc, I'm getting nigh to none sleep in this f*ckery.
3. Hey, stress? You're not allowed to wreck me. I'm tougher than you. I'm tougher than them.
4. (The sea & the palms)
5. Right. I'm supposed to cling to reality. The same f*cked up reality I can't just tune out even tho it'd relax me. Compartmentalizing can bite me. & I've had this fever for a few days, now. Wonders of being allergic to meds and chlorine filled water, too.
6. Flashback lane has being surrounded on a loop. But nevermind. I'll shoot my way through. Now what's the civvie-trapped-in-hell equivalent of shoot a way through.

 

[Tornadic Thoughts]

Oh what a feeling when I'm able to saunter on by what feels like a very purposely placed trigger rather than tripping over it and falling flat on my face.

The cherry and yellow pear tomato seeds sprouting made my day. Yay!

Grow, babies, grow!!!!

Shallow breaths = shallow thoughts.

Deeper breaths = deeper thoughts to try to climb back out of. lol

 

[Recovery4Me]

1. Beautiful sunny day outside.
2. Received beef from the soup kitchen and will borrow someone's outside grill.
3. I will work on the DBT Handouts today although it was a side winder from the T and not straight forward.
4. I have been resistant to working on those DBT Handouts for the last three weeks- as I was suppose to receive a definition of normal.:cautious:
5. I felt a lack of tolerance for my T's cop out. I suppose my T is still looking for the definition:sneaky: SO I may bring him one along with those handouts.:ninja: :clown:

 

[Deleted member 29920]

1. Now the guilt begins creeping in...but that's what _ wants!
2. I have had a really lovely day
3. I will just keep trying to enjoy myself each day
4. I know I've done the right thing regardless of anything bad coming from doing so
5. Stupid/brave? hmmm.....I'm smiling for the time being anyway

 

[Ronin]

1. My act of bravery for the day finished. .... Now I can happily puke in my corner of cowardice.
2. 'Don't believe in tomorrow, but act as if it is real' - L.J., ages ago. Duh doh sistah, I'm trying.
3. Line of images, don't have the words for it.
Ditto 4 & 5. Faces of dear people, smiling. There. My 'Stay'.

 

[Deleted member 29920]

1. Wow that was a plethora of horrific nightmares :stop::bawling:
2. I hope none of them come true
3. Live for the moment
4. Now I have a mountain of digital paperwork to sort :facepalm:
5. Delete, delete, delete

 

[Ronin]

I hope none of them come true

Of course not. They're our fears, not our futures. :ninja:

 

[Teasel]

• I feel like I want to talk about everything at once. About a million things?
• Why do I seem to be able to learn something for the first time over and over again?
• Toothache. Bollox.
• Coriander seeds finally sprouted when I scraped soil off the top - seeds were too deep maybe.
• Found a 12 step program for survivors of csa, thinking of going.

 

[Teasel]

1 ~ Salt and Pepa's here, and we're in effect. Want you to push it, babe
2 ~ Coolin' by day then at night working up a sweat
3 ~ C'mon girls, let's go show the guys that we know
4 ~ How to become number one in a hot party show
5 ~ Now push it