But I can't move.
I live in a foreign country where they don't really do psychiatry (just unlicensed, non-medical counseling which is $200 a session) and people don't talk about their mental problems. I feel like it would be beneficial for me to go to a psychiatrist or something to try some kind of therapy or anxiety medication. My life isn't that bad. I don't have nightmares, nothing that bad ever even really happened to me. It's just anxiety and I feel like a crazy person because it's completely subconscious. It's just getting worse and I get these twitches now or these jerks, like sometimes every couple of seconds. It depends on the stressfulness of the situation. So I feel like I'm helpless in this situation. I don't know if I can give myself therapy or watch some videos or something to not have PTSD, but I can't go to a psychiatrist for at least a year. After a year I can move. I want to try some pills but I don't know what to take and everybody says to not self-medicate. Right now I just end up drowning myself in alcohol. So if I could get some pills that had the same effect or better, I wouldn't need to drink. What's worse? Whatever consequences could happen from ordering some pills over the Internet or continuing to drink? Technically it wouldn't be against the law so that's not really a concern. I realize that whatever advice I get from here is not medical advice from a doctor, but I am still interested in getting your advice. It seems like some of these doctors know a lot less about what medications work than these patients do because some of the patients have tried literally all of the medications.
The one thing I did try was valium or diazepam. I went to my GP and asked him where I could go for that kind of thing and he actually just wrote me a prescription. From what I've read though, it's not really good to take it every day. I've only used it a few times, and it works, but now I already have to take two pills instead of one. It basically just sedates me so that I'm so relaxed that I'm nearly falling over, but it's the release of that stress that is really what I was looking to get from alcohol. So if I could get that every day, it'd be great, but I know that's impossible with diazapam.
I live in a foreign country where they don't really do psychiatry (just unlicensed, non-medical counseling which is $200 a session) and people don't talk about their mental problems. I feel like it would be beneficial for me to go to a psychiatrist or something to try some kind of therapy or anxiety medication. My life isn't that bad. I don't have nightmares, nothing that bad ever even really happened to me. It's just anxiety and I feel like a crazy person because it's completely subconscious. It's just getting worse and I get these twitches now or these jerks, like sometimes every couple of seconds. It depends on the stressfulness of the situation. So I feel like I'm helpless in this situation. I don't know if I can give myself therapy or watch some videos or something to not have PTSD, but I can't go to a psychiatrist for at least a year. After a year I can move. I want to try some pills but I don't know what to take and everybody says to not self-medicate. Right now I just end up drowning myself in alcohol. So if I could get some pills that had the same effect or better, I wouldn't need to drink. What's worse? Whatever consequences could happen from ordering some pills over the Internet or continuing to drink? Technically it wouldn't be against the law so that's not really a concern. I realize that whatever advice I get from here is not medical advice from a doctor, but I am still interested in getting your advice. It seems like some of these doctors know a lot less about what medications work than these patients do because some of the patients have tried literally all of the medications.
The one thing I did try was valium or diazepam. I went to my GP and asked him where I could go for that kind of thing and he actually just wrote me a prescription. From what I've read though, it's not really good to take it every day. I've only used it a few times, and it works, but now I already have to take two pills instead of one. It basically just sedates me so that I'm so relaxed that I'm nearly falling over, but it's the release of that stress that is really what I was looking to get from alcohol. So if I could get that every day, it'd be great, but I know that's impossible with diazapam.
