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Colorful and hopefully optimistic but maybe hateful occasionally

Here’s a fern in a secret cave.

It really is secret. It had just been discovered by archeologists and it changes what we may think about who truly found Iceland or the Americas. Obviously, Erikson discovered America. But when the United States gifted the Erikson statue to Iceland, it was hushed up. The United States wasn’t ready to admit that they didn’t like Columbus. I read the text on the statue gift, noticed the United States never said once that Erikson had specifically discovered the Americas. Just the North, something along those lines. Some myths are best left unchallenged with facts.

But everyone knows Vikings first discovered Iceland, and settled down to avoid that vicious king. Became farmers. Murdered giants, at least one story actually proved true so far from the epics. Two large skeletons unearthed, by the pathway they were tricked into carving.

My professor and my peers and I visited a man’s home to see a cave that pre-dated any Vikings. I can’t show the pictures here too much, but long story short, it was very obviously the work of Irish monks, more than a thousand years ago.

This fern is only three years old at most though. He’s pretty recent. He was looking out at the changing world to enjoy sunlight, but liked the damp, carved-in-cave with Irish crosses carved over ancient still-buried stairs. It wasn’t unchanged exactly — still needed to be dug out.

In Iceland, you don’t ask people what they believe in. They’re probably tired of it, but it’s like asking a person if they believe in ghosts. Most people will give you a no or an uncertain answer. It’s better to ask them if they have a story or what they know.

The man who owned the land and stumbled on the cave first took us carefully through an old shed before the cave. He was suddenly quiet and so we were too, looking around carefully. Then he quietly went ahead and we followed.

When we were outside, he pointed to a pond and said it had been there for a thousand years. I was standing right by him. He looked me in the eyes, looked carefully at my professor, then mentioned gently, “That’s where the elves get their water.”

It was a magical moment. A nice memory. He moved ahead right after that, and I snapped careful pictures of this cage. It looked exactly how I expected a history-changing cave to look. It was great.
 

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A couple of cave pictures I can share. The cave is still half buried — the current floor is at the halfway point between the real floor and the ceiling (there were ways to know based on surrounding evidence). And a wall unburied in the sun :)

And there’s the gift from the United States to Iceland. Hushed but still with love.





Thank you, @MrMoonlight . You take it easy too :hug::hug::hug:
 

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I keep getting frustrated because real adults keep talking and I’m trying so hard to understand, but end up just feeling like a ten-year-old. It’s a literal headache.

Same people tell me I’m extremely mature for my age, but I’m guess they say that to anyone who doesn’t socially drink or get info dangerous situations for fun.

I feel smarter in other settings. But I like to share because I don’t want to be too smart. My mom is proud of it though. Says, along with siblings, that I’m the smartest one. My mother definitely believes that because she’s always asking me slightly uncomfortable medical questions despite me trying to show her over and over again how to get a new doctor. (Her doctor sucks. I have troubles hearing about it.)

Yet when my mom and my older sister talk, or when I read a book about what it’s like to be a young adult, I have no idea what’s happening.

Then again, my brain’s slow and stuff today. Maybe that’s all?

But my two year old nephew really appreciated that I was having tons of fun showing him videos on my phone rather than chatting up peeps.

At work I manage okay. I get asked uncomfortable questions a lot but that’s okay
 
I think you are very smart, but wonder that because of how you were raised you may not pick up on a lot of the social cues in the real world? That might be a really good question for your T -- how can you get better at that.
 
Have you read about the Chinese discoveries? They were the first, there's no proof they colonized. Massive fleets that then we're shut down and burned - this last bit might be exaggerated, not sure about it.

:hug: You're a strong, kind, compassionate, very intelligent cookie who's actions speak for themselves.
 
Nestle’s messed up leg is kind of good timing in a weird way. She already needs surgery on that tumor so might as well do a leg fix at the same time. Let her take two weeks or so to recover. I’ve gone two weeks without a service dog before, and she’d still be at home. So it should be okay.

No need to catastrophisize today!

But man am I hating this heat. Lol
 

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