Colorful and hopefully optimistic but maybe hateful occasionally

[littleoc]

Good idea

And thanks for the trophy!!!!

I must be mentally five because I’m not over getting trophies :P

 

[ILoveLife]

:hug:
Lots of big accomplishments here. You're growing a lot from "my mom is actually great" to "I'm not treated fairly". I'm very proud of you :) :hug:

 

[ILoveLife]

"my mom is actually great" to "I'm not treated fairly

Both can and are often true though, just need to hop on that right hula hoop :)

 

[littleoc]

Hah, okay, good. Because I was about to really-confusedly be like “my mom was way better than my dad” :P

Thank you :) :)

 

[ILoveLife]

Ya, I got that :) Truth be told, doesn't need to be a comparison between the two right? They both did shitty things on their own very individual ways.

But yeah, your mom I think is not a bad person, just troubled by herself.

 

[littleoc]

I think you are right. What she needed was therapy, because relying on therapists to help her kids and then going into denial when it didn’t work for my little brother? We all need parental influence in our lives, it can’t just be absent

...I say, quoting someone who’s mom died, who was talking to me and my friend who was in the foster care system. I ought to be slightly more humble :) at least she was alive and around to try

 

[littleoc]

OH. THAT’S WHY MY TWIN TURNED TO THE CHURCH. My mom never offered him therapy. Said he, being autistic, could brush off everything. So he got zero support from anyone. Except siblings but you know.

He was already isolated by deafness and autism, he really needed that church

 

[ILoveLife]

I like how you put a positive spin on everything :)

 

[littleoc]

I spilled a little milk (dribbles) and instead of being a quick fix, I got severely grossed out while trying to clean it up, went to wash my hands, and then got snapped at when I said I needed to go by my mom to close the fridge. It was wide f*cking open.

Then got greeted in my "office" by shit everywhere. I can't handle this today.

 

[somerandomguy]

You have got to get out of there, @littleoc.

 

[littleoc]

Yeah.

I think I need to spend my money on getting it cleaned. And on getting my bird healthy.

I need to get my license already so I can just leave whenever. And get a job so I can move out at the same time as paying vet bills.

I might not end up with two cats. My sister is so perfectionist about the Frontline that doesn't work that she literally wants to use it all up before buying the collars that do work, so they might be dead from kidney failure before I ever have the chance to save them.

f*ck it, maybe I should just buy them some collars and put them on the cats myself. My sister wants a flea free house, that's a f*cking step.

 

[littleoc]

And that comes up to $2,900. Much less than a few months of rent