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Colorful and hopefully optimistic but maybe hateful occasionally

Couple of interesting things.

After leaving the neighborhood, my groin wound stopped hurting completely even if I thought about it.

And, I have the strong, strong urge to live in my car and never go back... sitting in a parking lot of an infamous Church of Christ. lol. There’s gonna be a chorus concern at the library in two minutes. High school and elementary!! Only thirty minutes long, probably because they don’t want the kids to freeze?

I checked out a book. They let me when my mom wasn’t with me...?

But yeah, I bought ingredients for chicken and yellow rice with peas. Cheap meal that lasts for days. I don’t actually use real chicken, lol.

I want to rent a house that will let me have chickens. When I’m less poor. Lol.

Resumes and cover letters. Woooooo!
 
I love hearing about your adventures!
I can sense a little freedom in your writing, and it makes me smile.

Soon, you will be out of that house for good.

For now, no worries if you are on here less frequently.
We understand. And if you're on here less because you're not hiding in that house, then we understand and are cheering you on on your adventures.
I can just... leave.... not even on a walk, just go.
You sure can :hug:
I want to rent a house that will let me have chickens.
I almost moved into a place that had chickens, this year :)
Free eggs and lots of little bookbookbooks running around.
(bellbird's dictionary of birds:
patapatapatas = parakeets (the sound of their feet when they run on hard surfaces)
peeppeeppeeps = ducklings
bookbookbooks = chickens)

Love you :inlove:
 
When I’m in public without my mom, the community loves to come up to me and chat with me. Or they like to smile at me and act chill.

I wonder if my mom gets less because she thinks everyone is going out of their way to personally annoy her? Brandi used to do that too. Brandi was REALLY jealous when people want to talk to me. Pretty weird


Thank you, @bellbird!!!! ❤️ ? ? :inlove: Love you, too!!!
 
About to cook dinner image.webp

Wish me luck ?
 
Do some serious angry cleaning lol.
Pretty much what I did, lol

:hug::hug::hug:
:hug: :hug: :hug:

I can't wait for you to get out of there.
Me, too. I would love to just be able to cook whenever I feel like it. The dish I cooked is so cheap and simple, supposed to only take twenty minutes (aka however long the rice needs, if I had a rice cooker it would probably be even less) but it took me... looks like an hour and a half. Yaaaaaaaay.







Also I was interrupted by the burner suddenly being on fire. Apparently something was coating it. :) It was tiny and everything is fine, it's just frustrating. I was going to just let it die on its own because it was small enough that it probably wouldn't get anything else, but then I saw the exhaust vent was coated in grease that probably hasn't been even wiped in twenty years, so I said "oh f*ck no" and turned off the heat, took my favorite oven mitt, and beat the shit out of the fire. It stained my mitt. My mitt survived though.

Then used my mom's mitt to pick up the hot burner and put it in the sink for a cold rinse and a wash. It turned her mitt kind of black. Washed the burner and its protector thingy underneath, had no more problems. But my favorite mitt has a big black thing on it now. Maybe it'll come out with a spot clean.

It's a cute mitt. It has kittens on it.

I called my mom and talked to her about keeping the stove clean.
 

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