Freida
MyPTSD Pro
Forgiveness isn't something I can do with some of the monsters in my life.
I hope they die painfully and burn in hell and I will never forgive them for what they have done
Everyone makes choices. Their CHOICES harmed me. They don't deserve my forgiveness
But.
What I have learned recently is that I can let them go. I can turn them over to whatever higher power is out there and take myself out of the equation. I can stop thinking that I'm somehow "wrong" by not giving them an out because they had some kind of past that made them into monsters.
I can let my pain go
I can let their choices go
I can let the damage they did to me go.
I don't have to forgive them
I have to forgive myself for not seeing them for what they were
Then I can finally release the pain I hold about their actions.
But for them?
this pretty much sums it all up.....
I hope they die painfully and burn in hell and I will never forgive them for what they have done
Everyone makes choices. Their CHOICES harmed me. They don't deserve my forgiveness
But.
What I have learned recently is that I can let them go. I can turn them over to whatever higher power is out there and take myself out of the equation. I can stop thinking that I'm somehow "wrong" by not giving them an out because they had some kind of past that made them into monsters.
I can let my pain go
I can let their choices go
I can let the damage they did to me go.
I don't have to forgive them
I have to forgive myself for not seeing them for what they were
Then I can finally release the pain I hold about their actions.
But for them?
this pretty much sums it all up.....
yep.3 to the chest.
2 to the head.