What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[Srain]

Anxious, having a VERY rough time not ripping myself apart at the moment. Going out is a whole bunch of issues in itself but having someone grill (or rather ask me about my history) is extremely nerve wracking. I think the worst before I know I'm doing it, I worry about every little thing, my stomach's in an uproar, and I feel like puking.

Other than that I'm doing just dandy great.

 

[SeekingSerenity]

Screw this :mad:

I won't feel like this anymore. :coffee:

I'm going to have a giggle. I'm going to have a laugh.
I'm going to feel good today. :D

 

[Froggie]

:poop::poop: :poop:
Bloody nightmare : torture, killings, rape ..... eurrrrkkkkkkk, good thing I've got an appt with T today, feeling really out of it, fighting dissociation, feel like isolating, ..... eurrrrrkkkkkkk

 

[SeekingSerenity]

((((((((((KP)))))))))))

((((((((((Srain))))))))))

((((((((((Froggie))))))))))

Its ok, you will all be ok. We got you... :tup:

 

[Loloma]

Can't believe it. Got out of bed this morning, had a coffee and some toast laid on the couch and slept till 3.30pm this afternoon. Had my morning shower at 4.30pm, so tired hope I'm feeling better tomorrow morning. So knocked out, just understand it.

 

[goingonhope]

This is so frustrating! :( I feel so: And, yet I have to keep going and going even though I don't have the strength. Next I need to drive many miles and show up. Though I'll likely do it, I just can't see this happening today. Yet I must, anyhow! :mad:

 

[SeekingSerenity]

(((((Loloma)))))

Its ok, we understand it.

 

[SeekingSerenity]

(((((goingonhope)))))

 

[Tinyflame]

Unsure, if that's the word. I have never had to believe vicariously so much of others' words on the basis of faith, not what I 'know' or am 'used to'.

 

[SeekingSerenity]

(((((Junebug)))))

"Faith is a first step even when you don't see a whole staircase." Martin Luther King, Jr.

 

[Tinyflame]

Oh Sweet, SS, thank you.

I guess it is a 'happy' (?) thing, in so far one should just be thankful if that exists. Just better if I don't 'think about it', or I will doubt it or wonder. Yikes, those aren't even the words.
Trying to grasp those things are possible.
Also goes against years of the opposite.

(((SS)))

 

[Tinyflame]

My 'default' settings are not to trust, to keep silent, not to feel comfort or comfortable. Rather frightening!