neartheend
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Since i was born i always felt left out
I didnt really have anyone or a friend at all i didnt have a problem in school at that point since i was just a kid i didnt really have much of a problem infact it was a big problem all kids shouldve have friends be talkative especially when u they dont have any disorder that stops them from doing so.
The more i mature the harder and more depressed i feel when i was about 9 or 10 i would research about depression for the first time because that night i felt so bad i couldnt sleep from that point on i had insomnia i cant sleep properly and i barely sleep anyways
Now at this point im about 17 i enjoy nothing in my life im still friendless not because i cant because i simply dont want to i dont enjoy talking to people or going out
I dont enjoy anything
Im abusive and extremely homicidal
I dont know what should i even do anymore?
I didnt really have anyone or a friend at all i didnt have a problem in school at that point since i was just a kid i didnt really have much of a problem infact it was a big problem all kids shouldve have friends be talkative especially when u they dont have any disorder that stops them from doing so.
The more i mature the harder and more depressed i feel when i was about 9 or 10 i would research about depression for the first time because that night i felt so bad i couldnt sleep from that point on i had insomnia i cant sleep properly and i barely sleep anyways
Now at this point im about 17 i enjoy nothing in my life im still friendless not because i cant because i simply dont want to i dont enjoy talking to people or going out
I dont enjoy anything
Im abusive and extremely homicidal
I dont know what should i even do anymore?
