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What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?
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I am feeling scared, edgy, jumpy and my legs and feet ache. I'm afraid to go to sleep after last night---BAD nightmares, woke myself with my own screaming numerous times. Often wasn't clear on whether I was in reality or the nightmare. I hate those terrifying screams. Obviously I am terrified already by my nightmare but waking up to your own screams is a double nightmare.
KP the nut
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I'm still feeling good although anxiety is beginning to build. Tonight, I am going to join the W.I. it is time to push the comfort level a bit further.
Breathe and ground (and sprinkle essential lemon oil like holy water :rolleyes:).
(((HUGS))) to all who are struggling and to those who aren't.
Breathe and ground (and sprinkle essential lemon oil like holy water :rolleyes:).
(((HUGS))) to all who are struggling and to those who aren't.
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(((Lawphotos))), I hope you have a more restful night tonight.
KP, keep pushing on as you are doing a fantastic job.
(((Hugs))) to all that need them.
I am feeling afraid about my children's future, but working on staying in the present. Still wishing that I was able to cry more freely. Feeling the little voice of criticism trying to break through, but fighting taking myself down. So as usual, I am fighting with myself. Stepping away from old patterns and working very hard on new ones. Afraid that I will fail, but at the same time hopeful that I won't.
(((Lawphotos))), I hope you have a more restful night tonight.
KP, keep pushing on as you are doing a fantastic job.
(((Hugs))) to all that need them.
I am feeling afraid about my children's future, but working on staying in the present. Still wishing that I was able to cry more freely. Feeling the little voice of criticism trying to break through, but fighting taking myself down. So as usual, I am fighting with myself. Stepping away from old patterns and working very hard on new ones. Afraid that I will fail, but at the same time hopeful that I won't.
(((((((((((((((Lizio))))))))))))))) :( How very much pain you must be in, I'm so very sorry.
((((((((((((((LawPhotos))))))))))There's something so terrifying about being helpless to your mind while being asleep that wears on me the most.Nights like that can stick with me for quite some time. I have taken a tip from Amethist and now try to remember to use essential oils (mine favorite is Rose Absolute for insomnia and calming).
((((((((((Intolight)))))))))))))))))((((((((((((((((((Cath))))))))))))))))))))))
((((((((((((((LawPhotos))))))))))There's something so terrifying about being helpless to your mind while being asleep that wears on me the most.Nights like that can stick with me for quite some time. I have taken a tip from Amethist and now try to remember to use essential oils (mine favorite is Rose Absolute for insomnia and calming).
((((((((((Intolight)))))))))))))))))((((((((((((((((((Cath))))))))))))))))))))))
KP the nut
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(((Rain)))
I'll add that to my bedtime stash :rolleyes:, I use either lavender or geranium.
Early this morning had to our little Girl into the vet for teeth cleaning. I know she will be alright but it's her first time and I am staying available. I worry about her because she is so very important.
My anxiety is not as bad as yesterday but it's near the surface. Settling it down...hopefully...blech.
My anxiety is not as bad as yesterday but it's near the surface. Settling it down...hopefully...blech.
I'm feeling a bit sapped of energy right now. Physically tired. Ready for bed I think.
On an emotional level, there is a sense of terror, but maybe that was because I watched american psycho earlier. Probably not the best choice now come to think of it??
Feeling a bit depressed, possibly from the weather though? It's been really cold and rainy here. I'm also a bit pissed off at a friend who never answers my messages, until about 2 weeks later, and acts like he 'just saw it now'. He always does that and it makes me feel ignored and unimportant to him. I am not one of his priorities, and that's fine, but it still makes me feel like he doesn't take the time to even get back to me with a basic reply, even to tell me he doesn't have much time to chat.
I met someone at work last night who I got along with and I'm thinking of asking him out to dinner next time he comes in...? Curious about that, but it also might be where the terror is stemming from. I found myself talking myself out of it this afternoon while I was telling a friend about him.
It's been years since I was in a relationship with anybody, and the last one took a VERY long time to get over. I've kinda been on a no relationship at all kick...but I'm starting to open up to wanting to receive love again...which is scary.
On an emotional level, there is a sense of terror, but maybe that was because I watched american psycho earlier. Probably not the best choice now come to think of it??
Feeling a bit depressed, possibly from the weather though? It's been really cold and rainy here. I'm also a bit pissed off at a friend who never answers my messages, until about 2 weeks later, and acts like he 'just saw it now'. He always does that and it makes me feel ignored and unimportant to him. I am not one of his priorities, and that's fine, but it still makes me feel like he doesn't take the time to even get back to me with a basic reply, even to tell me he doesn't have much time to chat.
I met someone at work last night who I got along with and I'm thinking of asking him out to dinner next time he comes in...? Curious about that, but it also might be where the terror is stemming from. I found myself talking myself out of it this afternoon while I was telling a friend about him.
It's been years since I was in a relationship with anybody, and the last one took a VERY long time to get over. I've kinda been on a no relationship at all kick...but I'm starting to open up to wanting to receive love again...which is scary.
amethist
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Having a "Stop the world I want to get off" day.
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.Is there something in the air? I have hugs for anyone who needs them ((((((((((((((HUGS))))))))))))))))
(((Rain))) ((((Amethist))))
I am feeling a low grade anxiety. I am going to get my nails done today. I hope I feel better afterwards. I will go for a mocha frappe anxiety or no. I sure hope I feel better.
(((Rain))) ((((Amethist))))
I am feeling a low grade anxiety. I am going to get my nails done today. I hope I feel better afterwards. I will go for a mocha frappe anxiety or no. I sure hope I feel better.
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