What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[Loloma]

Still feeling down in the dumps. My niece sent me a photo of my sister. She was sleeping and looked so peaceful. Poor girl, it's something I wouldn't wish on my worst enemy.

My niece said they all hope that it is over soon, as she has no quality of life. She got pneumonia from food that went into her airways/lungs as she can't swallow. The infection set in causing chaos. My niece told me that if my sister knew what was happening to her, she would shoot herself.

My sister was a lot like me stubborn, head strong and independent. It makes me so angry. :mad::oops: Please god, let her live till I get there. A bit selfish on my part.:oops:

 

[KP the nut]

(((Loloma)))), I will light a candle for you and your family.

 

[Deleted member 10686]

I feel hopeful, my medication may be helping, though it is a bit too early too tell.

I feel worried, that I am getting my hopes up on the medication actually working this time.

I feel nervous, I am meeting a new trauma therapist today. So i will be seeing two therapists. I am also feeling very grateful about this, I really feel like therapy 2x a week will help.

And to be honest, I'm feeling more positive than usual. and nervous to even admit that :O_o:

 

[Deleted member 12723]

I am feeling good. Today is a better day. I was not accused of anything today by my husband who had hallucinations last night. He could not wake me up. I do not understand why. I am trying not to let him get to me. I do not want my mood to go down with him. Hugs to all that need them.

 

[Spiderallis]

Not sure if overwhelmed or frustrated is a better word for this... It's like having a broken leg and being ordered to run a marathon. I've got a few stressful things coming up and mom just told me about another one, complete with the usual threats. I'm still adjusting to the concept that healthy people don't sprinkle threats into conversations.

 

[SweetPeaandSunBird]

(((Loloma)))), I will light a candle for you and your family.

Me, too, Loloma. Candle and a charm.

 

[SweetPeaandSunBird]

I'm still adjusting to the concept that healthy people don't sprinkle threats into conversations.

Oh, yes, that's a tough one. Good luck today.

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I'm deflated and self-loathing right now. I'm going to cancel my second class (they'll probably like that because they have a huge essay due Friday, but I feel crappy about it). I"m trying to make the first class, though. A puny compromise.

 

[Red Feather]

I am feeling really fragile and emotional.

 

[p-no]

She is only 64 and it really sucks big time.

It does suck, Loloma. (Comforting hug)

 

[p-no]

I don't know. As if there is only black or white. But I want grey.

 

[AngelaMarie]

(((Loloma))) Thinking of you.
I am feeling better physically.
I feel weak and vulnerable.
I feel really tired and listless.

 

[AngelKeeperJ]

I am thrilled to be at my son's house, with his very pregnant wife. She is 'due' Nov. 1st, but I think it will be late October. Let the good times' roll! Proud doesn't even come close to how I feel about my son and who he has become. I feel fulfilled!