What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[CraftyCath]

((((((((((Jaret)))))))))):hug:

 

[amethist]

Still feeling like :poop:.

Had a word with hubby's CPN this morning and he told me to try and not worry about things I have no control over and just deal with those I have.

So tomorrow phone calls to solicitor and dentist. I can do that.

 

[AngelKeeperJ]

Cranky, irritable, in pain, which keeps me from doing what I want/need to do!!! ARGH!!!:arghh; Double :arghh;

 

[Deleted member 12723]

I am feeling good. Some friends came over for a little while this morning. I will go with them on Sunday again. I am glad for that. It is cloudy today and kind of depressing.

 

[ms spock]

Oh I woke up in a state this morning. I had pain and diarrhoea. It was anxiety produced. So I felt pretty awful. But I got up and stated moving and that was a great move. I still feel pretty ordinary but I am moving.

I have two assessments and two panels today. So I need to collect my stuff up for that. I have some things to do.

So I just have to get through the day. It felt impossible when I woke up but more manageable now.

Egads, this is not feeling easy.

So I am doing much better in doing things when I feel so poorly these last couple of months.

I was given a gift yesterday of a "Venus of Willendorf", along with one of my friends, for our contribution to the campus and for our work in saving TAFE NSW. It was a short but lovely presentation. I felt chuffed.

I managed to talk about M's death yesterday to let a couple of other people know about her death and details of the funeral. It wasn't easy but I did it. It is annoying how people mythologise someone who dies and rewrite history to make themselves look good in light of that person, but it is the way of things so I just listened, didn't disagree and mostly bit my tongue. On one occasional I gently corrected something but 99% of it I let go with everyone I talked to - actually I talked to a lot of people about it yesterday at TAFE and on the phone. I did okay.

I didn't get much done last night but I figured have some down time - some time out was okay. That is reasonable.

I feel I am doing okay, not so well and rather well in the spectrum of situations in my life at the moment.

 

[Shellbell]

This morning I feel exhausted after my T session last night, but relieved a little that I was able to tell my T how badly I am doing. She was so validating of what I'm going through and was really lovely.

 

[Britt.f7]

Still wondering when it comes to this question I rarely come up with anything. Everything goes blank and it is a struggle to name it.

 

[girlshawn]

I have to go out side.
I'm really tired because I worked a really long day yesterday
I don't want to do this
I'm apprehensive
but I haven't left the house in a week so I'm going to do this

 

[Hashi]

I've been feeling calm all day. I did ordinary things, but without the constant stress, worry and self-criticism that I'm used to and so sick of.

It's been a wonderful feeling. It feels precious.

 

[ms spock]

Well I fell in a slump in bed for 5 minutes then I got up and did what I have to do. So that is good. I feel not so good but I will head off shortly for assessments. My work is okay I think, so that is good.

 

[ms spock]

Okay off I go now. I don't want to go, but once I get there I will have settling in period and then I will be okay. I will get through.

Wish me luck with my assessments.

Wish me heaps of luck with telling everyone about the funeral!

 

[Shellbell]

Ms Spock, I wish you luck, and some peace with what you are having to deal with. Big hugs :hug: