Ready Or Not, Here I Go!!!!

[quaintpapercut]

SG - Didn't see this until now. How did it go??

 

[myvetswife]

crossed fingers

 

[Whitneys story]

Sailorgal this is outstanding! I hope your dream comes true. Having an interview now days means you passed numerous applicants. You go girl:).

 

[Sailorgal]

Breathe, breathe, breathe.......

Well.......I didn't make it. And what is really sad is watching people who DID make it. I have no resentment when I do my best and someone else is more suitable. But....I am appalled when I see people interview who look like they just woke up and threw on whatever was lying around! I get paranoid if even my shoes are scuffed! But I guess these days now your grooming just doesn't matter. Sigh.....

So I'm just more disappointed about WHAT they chose over not being chosen.

Thank you all for the wonderful encouragement! It was funny that quite a few people thought I was the interviewer! Ha ha! I did look sharp and did my best so I'm not disappointed with myself. Well, back to the drawing board. :(

 

[Tanishq]

Sailorgal the more you compare with those winners, the more it will make you feel bad.

I am proud of you that you brought the best out of you. :hug:

 

[Sailorgal]

Sailorgal the more you compare with those winners, the more it will make you feel bad.

It's an observation of how pathetic job interviews have become nowadays. It makes me want to not put any effort because obviously they do not care. Show up with coffee stains on the resume - you're hired!

Thanks for your support Jaret!!!! Means a lot. I just have to keep going.

 

[MissMacD]

The important thing is that you went out there and gave it a shot :). This job was not meant for you, when the right job comes along they are looking at your talents not your flaws.

I know the feeling of being in a job interview room and having the feeling that they can see right through me, when in fact they are interested in knowing more about my resume and who I am. I will be going back to work soon to and I know how nerve wrecking it can be to go for job interviews. PTSD can hold me down but not forever! Working gives me normality in my life which is something I can't wait to get back - something to help pass the time (and $$$ in the bank again).

 

[Sailorgal]

The important thing is that you went out there and gave it a shot

Thanks MissMacD! I really gave my 150% and I didn't know honestly if I was going to make it through. The whole day before was such a nightmare - nearly lost my mind!

I'm glad you're looking forward to working...I'm still scared! Ha!

 

[Tinyflame]

Aw dear Sailorgal, how disappointing, on the outside of it. :( But I agree with MissMacD, another one is meant for you.

Something stands out hugely to me- I think it's a blessing you saw 'what' they were looking for, which sounds like cheaper staff to pay, and/ or individuals without the experience and credentials (or expectations, through knowledge and experience) you would have brought forward. Again, equating to a higher salary expectation, and not withstanding an expectation of higher standards from those in authority above you. Not to mention- god knows I've been infinitely privy to it- if a company is not hiring 'in their best interests' (so to speak), there's usually a lot of dollars going under the table.

And that is supported, by those waiting for the interview mistaking you for the one conducting it.

I think, you have accomplished the BIGGEST challenge of all, going for it and not letting fear or anything else from stopping you from trying. I am IMMENSELY proud of you. :hug: Anyone can secure a job, but few can overcome what PTSD throws our way and still not give up. You are one fantastic and amazing woman. :hug:

 

[Sailorgal]

I think, you have accomplished the BIGGEST challenge of all, going for it and not letting fear or anything else from stopping you from trying. I am IMMENSELY proud of you. Anyone can secure a job, but few can overcome what PTSD throws our way and still not give up. You are one fantastic and amazing woman.

Thank you Junebug!!!!!!! This really touches me.

Sadly, the pay is standard. But what it DOES say is that they are looking for something different...and sadly, professionalism wasn't one of them (for half of the ones they chose). I have been on the hiring side so it shocks me. I've begun the job search again. Alas, I think I need a mojito first!!!!! :O_o:

 

[Tinyflame]

That's ok Sailorgal, there's a time for job searches and a time for mojitos :hug: .

It will fall in place, you must be meant to have a little more time for a break away from the demands that will come (even if it doesn't feel like a break. At least sleep in if you like. :hug: , (((((((((Sweet Sailorgal))))))) .

 

[Sailorgal]

Thanks dear Junebug! Yes, I'm relishing the break. :coffee: