What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[goingonhope]

Affected and frightened by illness. Scared speechless. :confused: = :(

:banghead:

 

[goingonhope]

Confused, panicked, frightened, challenged, stumped, courageous, lonely, strong, appreciative, thankful and tired.

Saddened, preoccupied and ashamed.

Considerate yet weary.

Heavy, frustrated, torn.

Glum, yet flexible and open-minded.

 

[winterose]

All I can say for all who are going through a hard time right now, including me, hang on, the engine will run out of steam soon.
Feeling exhausted, in psychological pain, sad, grief.

 

[pumpkinpie]

Pissy, vengeful & bitter. :mad:

 

[ms spock]

I am not going to hassle myself as much about getting out of bed at the right time in the morning.

I went to sleep quite late last night and slept okay once I had dvds in the background going on.

 

[shoulderblades]

a quartz gem stone is for the 4th Chakras

If it's a rose quartz, then that makes sense, especially if you've been rubbing and holding it a lot with a lot of anxious thoughts in mind - that will programme the crystal to amplify those feelings. Also, if you haven't cleansed the quartz before using it, that, too, will have negative effects because whatever negative energies it might be currently programmed with will vibrate into you. If it's not a rose quartz, though, what kind of quartz is it?? :-)

As for me, I don't know what I'm feeling today. Just woke up (it's 8pm at night!!) from an endless series of vivid and very anxiety-provoking dreams that have left me feeling uncentred. I slept through the entire day. I'm hungry but the thought of going out to sort out proper food to eat is too daunting. I need a shower but the thought of having one is too daunting. I want to stay here, in the safety of my bedroom where nothing is daunting and where I feel safe and am left alone. I'm considering just going back to sleep to ignore everything else.

 

[zaniara]

Happy, hopeful(cautiously), with a body aching and not cooperating really that good all the time, but grateful for being alive. A bit stressed. Trying to relax but at the same time getting some important things done.

 

[ms spock]

I am feeling liberated and freer. My psychriatrist said that I don't have to spend time with people that sap the life force out of me or in situations that are not good for me. I have left my toxic, dysfunctional and sadistic family behind, but I haven't yet left the self sacrifice, the putting up with unacceptable behaviours or the rescuing and saving of people behind yet. I am moving in a better direction this week. It feels good to be moving in a better direction.

 

[zaniara]

but I haven't yet left the self sacrifice, the putting up with unacceptable behaviours or the rescuing and saving of people behind yet.

Oh, I recognize this so much! I'm working hard on trying to free my self from my co-dependence. Otherwise my life will never get better.. But it IS so hard to stop that behavior! Thank you for writing that. And I hope you find the strength to break free! :hug:

 

[safenow]

If it's a rose quartz, then that makes sense, especially if you've been rubbing and holding it a lot with a lot of anxious thoughts in mind - that will programme the crystal to amplify those feelings. Also, if you haven't cleansed the quartz before using it, that, too, will have negative effects because whatever negative energies it might be currently programmed with will vibrate into you. If it's not a rose quartz, though, what kind of quartz is it??

It is a rose quartz. Thank you for sharing that. My feelings were correct then. Interesting. I am looking forward to getting the book and the CD on how to use them. Amethist told me be about washing it, but I was rubbing it before I knew to do that.

This morning (it is 3:35am) as I was doing some reading, I felt sick to my stomach. I know it was just anxiety. I have some things on my mind that I need to write down in my other journal. I hope I am able to go back to bed soon and get some more rest before I officially start my new day.

 

[Tanishq]

I am feeling good that something happened at park place and I didn't get discouraged with it.

 

[intothelight]

(((Hugs))) for all that need them.

Emotionally, just a mess as I don't handle them well. They come in such a rush, and even though on the outside I seem so cool, calm and collected, that is just my shield. Inside there is so much fear and insecurity. Wish things weren't so hard and I was just normal.