What Bad Shit You Haven't Done

[Ocean5]

pee on my molester's grave!

My mom use to hate visiting her brother's grave, and others. So painful for her since buried next to her father who molested/raped her. I would stop by after school on bike to see Uncle's grave, and others. But it was so painful for my mom to be near her dad's grave.

When my brother died she decided on another graveyard....she didn't want him buried "near" her father... Good for her!

 

[Changing4Best]

@Ocean5 I missed my husband's funeral, because I was too poor to buy a newspaper to find out when it was and his power of attorney who arranged everything did not call me to ask me if I wanted a ride, or anything. But thankfully a month later she brought me some of his ashes, so I took them to the ocean, where I knew he wanted to be buried and had a little good bye ceremony there for us, telling him thank you for being a good husband to me and that I loved him and would miss him. I heard his voice clearly saying something in reply, but I could not hear what he was saying, but I know it was good. I felt his love for me then too, as I had all along. I miss him so. I just am so sorry I missed his funeral!

later on, I would go to visit the spot where I put his ashes. I have a refrigerator magnet and a photo of it too, because it was out at the end of a long peer in the town where we lived. That town had a lot of tourism, so this was easy to obtain a few months later on when I had a bit of money.

 

[Ocean5]

@SheilaKathy
Thanks I sent you private message since I need to keep some things private. Your post made me cry and smile.

 

[Heather]

I HAVEN'T given the finger to Tina (abuser's mother) lately.

Decided to stay away from old neighborhood or I'm gonna end up in jail or psych ward. Maybe both....for the criminally insane.

 

[UnKnown-Self]

I haven't taken my life even though the option hovers around occasionally. I know it sounds so dramatic but it's the first thing that came to mind.

 

[Ronin]

I know it sounds so dramatic

It doesn't, it sounds incredibly brave and determined to hang in there.

 

[ladee]

I haven't packed up my dog, a few necessities and just drove away.

 

[BlackbirdSinging]

I haven't flipped out and thrown what I could lift in my room when I've been feeling rage which I've been feeling off and on lately.

I haven't told people off who have been pissing me off.

I haven't been very sarcastic with some people in my family who don't understand PTSD or what the details are about my chronic pain when they talk to me like I'm lazy or too sensitive or like I overreact over things when I'm actually triggered.

 

[Heather]

I haven't packed up my dog, a few necessities and just drove away.

If you do decide to do that, let me know. 'Cause I'll go with you! We'll be like Thelma and Louise.
Minus: the homicide, armed robbery and driving over the grand canyon.

 

[Chimera]

I haven't thought about slashing the tires of one ex kitchen bully in 37 hours...
Yay me!

 

[Heather]

Just found out NO justice for my daughter.

So, I haven't: bought again, killed myself, daughter's abuser or her parents.
Haven't egged their house (although I was very tempted).
Haven't called abuser's mother screaming on the phone -- telling her daughter to take responsibility for her behavior.
Haven't written: deviant/molester in neon spray paint on their front lawn. (tempted to do that one, too.)

I could go on and on.

 

[Chimera]

Just found out NO justice for my daughter.

So, I haven't: bought again, killed myself, daughter's abuser...

Have you considered toilet papering the house?
Harmless sort of purging rage..