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    When does treatment end

    Yes my daughter has been more and more ignoring me and she can be downright cruel. She told me last autumn that she won’t be speaking to me. She doesn’t speak or text but 3 times she has sent a video of my 14 month old grandson. It’s heartbreaking that she tells me I can have no contact with him...
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    When does treatment end

    I’ve been in trauma therapy every week for years. I’ve made a lot of progress and lately I get the feeling that my therapist is bored and sick of hearing my questions. We do Telehealth and it’s great for convenience. I just don’t feel a connection. When I talk to my friends about it-friends who...
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    I had a breakdown and now I need to get over it, how???

    I can identify with everything you’ve said. That stress cup overflows and we’re no Longer grounded. And that’s when the crazies show up. Self doubt, problems with food and sleep, overwhelmed. My condo looks like a hoarder lives here. You know, you deserve a lot of credit for taking on this...
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    Through The Mud And Toward The Sun, The Lotus Blossoms

    Coming in to see who’s doing well and who isn’t. The past year has been such a struggle. My landlord at my office turned into a monster trying to kick me out because someone was using plugins and my brain just went haywire. It took 5 months to resolve the issue. He was the one that told the...
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    Other Wearing a face covering is triggering memories of suffocation and I'm now scared to go to the shops.

    I have a lot in common with you. I’m from the US but I ran away to London after having been strangled. One night at a pub I was drugged and kidnapped. I played dead when I came to in a car and was able to flee. I ran and ran and fell because I was drugged. A nice woman wanted to get me a...
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    This again

    I guess I belong here. My medical providers suck. Seriously, I don’t think my psychiatrist knows a thing about PTSD and it’s first cousin depression with suicidality. Amonthago I was declining. I happened to have my every three month med check with the shrink. I must have said something weird...
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    Two mean women and ones man

    I’m entrenched in a condo with two evil women. Bully’s, attacking me off agenda time at meetings, constant insults, I want out. I live in a sick building where evil people live.they like to harass me any way they can. I am surrounded by morons. Finally got rid of the stalker. She moved...her...
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    Crazy neighbor moved all my porch furniture and then moved her things in

    Her daughter was killed in a motorcycle accident last Saturday. On Monday, she sends me an email demanding that I remove the plants on my porch. Just such proof of her craziness. The woman who bought her condo is very nice and will be a breath of fresh air.
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    Crazy neighbor moved all my porch furniture and then moved her things in

    Her condo is sold. She hasn’t lived here for three weeks. She drove our board prez crazy with demands to change the By laws so that her unit can be rented to tourists. Then she wanted him to change that all the plumbing in her unit has to be maintained by the association. There is no debate that...
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    Bioidentical estrogen

    Well, it doesn’t appeal to me. I can’t find that any real research into BHT. People play around with one or more of the female hormones plus testosterone. There’s just no studies that can answer the questions about source of hormones, which ones do what. From what I’ve gleaned is that estrogen...
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    Bioidentical estrogen

    I take isotonic supplements. Mix with water and drink it. It delivers the vitamins, etc in the small bowel that’s where the action is. When I have money, I buy OPC calcium and magnesium, aloe juice for my airway disease. I have a lousy diet. Looking forward to fresh picked veggies for awhile. I...
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    Bioidentical estrogen

    @VioletButterfly yes I am just researching it. I was a mammo tech for 30 years and the old me is totally against Premarin. It caused so many cancers. Omg it just was awful. But it came from the urine of pregnant mares of all things and I think all those poor women who trusted their docs were...
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    Bioidentical estrogen

    Thanks @Fadeaway i didn’t know that. But if something is bioidentical, doesn’t that mean compounded for each particular persons hormonal balance?
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    Bioidentical estrogen

    Have any of you used bioidentical estrogen to help with menopause symptoms. Mine aggravate my PTSD. The memory lapses, fatigue, etc. I’m 64 and entered menopause at 42. The cost of it in my neck of the woods is $80/month for the cream, not to mention the physician charge because I would have to...
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    Crazy neighbor moved all my porch furniture and then moved her things in

    I don’t know. The sooner she moves, the better. My at today said it’s her problem not the Associations. Let’s spend our time helping me more able to tolerate discomfort. If I weren’t such a black/white person, I’d be better at tolerating distress. The prez is coming up Thursday and Friday...
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