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Okay..... Around this time is a trauma anniversary of mine from my abuser. I've had a difficult few days, I was always thinking about my abuser. Even missed my abuser, even knowing what happened to me, but my brain was missing how it hurt(?) Then recently my best friend confided in me telling me...

I don't know what to do, I'm not used to being without her even after all this time. Its as if he's a part of me. I know our relationship wasn't that good, but its like my brain fogged up the horrible aspects about it all. I could feel so upset at him for causing me so much pain, but I miss him...

i feel ok, i don't really feel anything right now.. maybe im kind of tired cause its 1:09 am in the morning. yet, its fine.. kind of excited to go outside tomorrow, i don't really want to sleep.

Wisp - Pandora

Oh, another thing.. Apparently when I disappeared from school, she decided to transition into a woman,, and started dressing and acting like me at school. It helped me realize she was pretty odd.. She waited until I disappeared to become what I was, took my friends, changed their hair to look...

Hi! I'm 3 months late, but I will give an update on my situation if you still care! :) So, it got pretty bad for me, my PTSD caused me to spiral at school and I attempted to end my life again. Luckily, I lived and I was able to leave the psych ward early. I became comfortable telling why I...

Thank you so much, it feels great having someone who understands. I don't really know, I just finished my finals and I don't feel confident in what I did. Its better than last year, but I don't know if my efforts will be enough.

How do you supress flashbacks? I don't how it happens but I begin to remember things about my ex while in class and I genuinely feel sick. Then it becomes all I can think of and I can't focus on anything else. Its so bad sometimes, what are methods you use to make it less intense?

hi, first of all, thank you so much for taking time to read and reply to this all.. im beyond grateful it means a lot. i go to school in the united states.. for further context, my parents wanted me to go back to in person school because they think online school won't get me the same benefit...

sorry, i kind of just went off, but i need help on how i should navigate highschool. my counselors know about it and are trying to think of how to help me. my parents only know part of it bc they had to sign a restriction contract against him. the school might give me a 504 plan. my therapist...

im struggling in my environment at school with my ex who gave me ptsd.. it still feels like everyone at this school hates me or will hate me and i keep f*cking up in stupid ways. i genuinely don't know what to do anymore. school is so hard for me, he's there, and i can barely think straight...

yes, i have been diagnosed with ptsd and i am looking for feedback.

this is a little messy, sorry in advance!! hi, im 15 years old, a junior in highschool. last year i went through a really confusing breakup. our relationship was really sour and im trying my best to accept that he wasn't who i thought he was. the whole thing im in therapy, i have been for...