Hi! I'm 3 months late, but I will give an update on my situation if you still care! :)
So, it got pretty bad for me, my PTSD caused me to spiral at school and I attempted to end my life again. Luckily, I lived and I was able to leave the psych ward early. I became comfortable telling why I decided to try and end my life. As a result, I got taken out of my public school. I haven't seen my abuser in almost 3 months now. I feel as if my thoughts are starting to clear up. It's been really confusing the past few months, but I think it's better. Next year I'm definitely getting fully homeschooled. I don't want to ever see my ex again. Thank you for your support, I thought of this post often whenever I was doubting myself again. Thank you so much, I'll try my best to continue recovering.