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Sat in chair in front yard in bathing suit and as I watered the flowers...I drenched myself.
Water was cold, yet refreshing and I actually felt okay (for that moment)
Dare I even say: contentment
X does NOT understand the gravity of their actions, especially when my a$$ is on the line!
Today sucked shit!
What else can go wrong? Plenty that's scary part.
Small victory... Cat is using litter box again! Hey, I'll take it.
I hate my life!
For as strong as I am I am equally weak
This too shall pass...when?!
My cat looks innocent
My mom is being very supportive...there are miracles!
I will go on because there is no other option.
For me @barefoot the red represents the blood and the harder I push the more pain I feel. I leave it on until it washes off in the shower...sometimes its there for a couple of weeks. I'm not talking about a pen but a big thick magic marker with a point. If pain is the result you're looking...
I use to take dental floss and and shove it between my teeth up into the gum line.
I'm not advocating that at all.
NOW I get red marker and push as hard as I can on my upper thigh. Its mainly to get my anger/frustration out (especially when i feel at my wits end) and I usually end up writing...
Have you looked into care 4 kids Casey? You have to apply and once all paperwork is done they will pay for a baby sitter/childcare.
Its based on income so you may have to pay a portion or nothing at all.
You said you receive food stamps. I'm sure you'll qualify for this program as well...