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im very sorry to hear :cry: as per my status, this is the anniversary of my mommy's death too...such a sad day for the World to lose so many :cry:

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French ( :P is very bad word @rainy_daze)

@Nighthawk $1751....i stole tons of food and ran away alot...

Hummus Ingrediants One 15-ounce can (425 grams) chickpeas 1/4 cup (59 ml) fresh lemon juice, about 1 large lemon 1/4 cup (59 ml) tahini Half of a large garlic clove, minced 2 tablespoons olive oil, plus more for serving 1/2 to 1 teaspoon kosher salt, depending on taste 1/2 teaspoon ground...

im just sad today...i feel defeated...another doctor...another good girl erika now do tricks...another dr had to touch my stuffs... im sick of the entire medical profession having to touch my stuffs...

@theshadowoftheliving i do not look different...at all...

i...*know* there are videos of me on the internet...there were plenty taken...ugh...pictures too... i wrote about it in my trauma diary... "the guilt of being filmed, the complete and utter shame of it being posted for others to see." ...it's not a fear i have, it's a fact i can barly live...

@Solara oh, im sorry if it came across like i was blaming him - i was blame his bad therapist, not him Me never blame victim.

i dont understand most of this...it seems crazy that if ur having these symptoms u wouldnt be properly diagnosed...but welcome :)

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i am feel happy...is happy a thing? i am feel almost safe...can safety last?

i always feel other ppl got worse then me...so i am undeserving of help/support/therapy/all that...

@Born to Run i dunno...i dont think anything i did was brave...brave to me is being a soldier, or a firefighter, or an EMT and saving people...

i try not to compare trauma...but...honestly... @Solara is right...

@Born to Run me not brave, but i hope i can stay with them...

“Be ashamed to die until you have won some victory for humanity.” ― Horace Mann “I am not a victim. No matter what I have been through, I'm still here. I have a history of victory.” ― Steve Maraboli

@intothelight thank you so much for replying :) i hope so to...

Purged several times today...

@Definitely..maybe ok, listen...i hope u dont mind if im entirely blunt on this subject.. Ana is a bitch. She lies. She tells u things that aren't true. She tells u ur fat, when ur thin. She tells u ur ugly, when ur pretty. She tells u that u should feel shame from eating, instead of shame from...

didn't...this is getting very scary...

right? stop purging stop crying hard nose will stop bleeding help...

Tabarnac

i feel small, weak, and powerless today...:cry: