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What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

I have a bug and have been sick all day and freezing. I am trying to get the energy up to take a shower. In spite of this I journaled all day and realized how much I am learning and growing and was very encouraged. In spite of being sick I was in good spirits all day and very hopeful.
 
I'm pretty disgusted with myself. I'm trying to push my maladaptive limitations a bit. Today was another try and it was still too difficult. Every time I get a little bit closer so I'll keep trying. It just stings when I try to take the next step and fall down again. Kind of ashamed that I'm disgusted rather than disappointed, that seems like it'd be more appropriate.
 
I always wonder why it is so difficult to answer this question. I guess I feel happy that my youngest son found a prom date. Relieved. I was worried that he wouldn't, he did have one rejection. Proud. Disappointed that my oldest son doesn't want to work. Until my illness I was a worker, so this I have a hard time understanding. Doesn't make me love him less. I just told him today I am trying to understand, but he doesn't understand either. So here we are.
 

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