What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[Ronin]

I have zilch of an idea. Still didn't find what makes me angry today.

 

[Spiderallis]

I think it's some kind of anger. I'm not sure. There's a mix of invalidation and other nastiness going on. I'm trying to reign it in with boundaries and coping skills but those things are still new to me so it takes a lot of energy and focus to do them.

 

[Britt.f7]

Proud, nostalgic. My youngest son started his first job today. Reminded me of when I dropped off the eldest boy at daycare many years ago. Bittersweet.

 

[Deleted member 12723]

I feel wonderful today. I am really working on my distorted thinking and got good results today and feel awesome about that.

Hugs for everyone not doing well today.

 

[SurvivingWarrior]

I feel calm.
Yet I feel anxious.

I feel grateful
I feel blessed.

I feel ashamed.
I feel unloved.

Yet I know I'm loved by a select few.

So many contradictory emotions.

 

[Britt.f7]

A little sad, today is my mom's birthday. She passed away almost four years ago. She would have been 68. So young.

 

[Tinyflame]

Aw Dear @Brit , love & hugs to you. :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug:

I feel supremely grateful :notworthy: , amazed at what I've heard & learned today & realized :wideeyed: , major breakthrough for me, tremendous burden lessened (even feels so physically, without a doubt, & also a huge fear reduced that had presented itself last night outside of my thoughts of anything such occurring), not because facts have changed but only my understanding of them. :wideeyed: I don't even know where to say it yet here if at all & I have paperwork I must finish, but wow, after so many years. :wideeyed: :wideeyed: :wideeyed: :)

Technically an odd Easter, sis's bf's mom very ill (palliative) which has been triggering (well how his family are dealing with it has been, especially), helped to make up & celebrate his birthday, not having dinner (but Easter bunny has left treats, no worries. ;) )

I guess I have to say even with much grief this week, it has been a Most Awesome Easter. :wideeyed: :) Maybe The Most Awesome. :) So yes I am Supremely Grateful. :) :notworthy: , amazed & joyful. :joyful: :) :notworthy:

 

[jaccat]

Still good, relaxed, bordering on happy (what's wrong with me?;)).

 

[Anrish]

@Britt.f7 : Sorry to hear that. Send you some encouraging hugs. :hug:

@Junebug and @jaccat : Glad to hear that you're doing so great. Enjoy it. ;)

I'm feeling ...the pain from the time when I fell yesterday. I'm feeling isolated, betrayed, surprised and shocked...I'm feeling worthless and tiny. :bag:

 

[Spiderallis]

It feels like the sadness is so loud other people might be able to hear it.

 

[Teasel]

Considering that last night I seriously was thinking that maybe I should end it all.

I reckon I should stop giving a shit about all the petty garbage that I think i should care about.

And effin enjoy mydelf

 

[ButterflyDisco]

@Berlinda plz do enjoy urself ok? it'll get bettr...it'll get bettr...just remind urself itll get better

Today i am hopeful, i saw a dr and ate a meal, i am less hungry, and but still scared...im not sure why i feel like a contrediction all the time, i have hope tho...and hope is everything in this world...