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We are a voice for each other and a voice for the ones who come here anonymously looking for help. That's another reason...and a very major one I think.

Thank you Hope! Self-care is a huge challenge. I have been doing little experiments here and there. For ex. I don't look at the news if I'm not feeling well. I found that helps. Or if I get cold, I don't wait it out like I usually would, instead I soak my feet in hot water. Little things like...

:photogenic:Document that :poop: and give it to the council. That's totally unacceptable!! I can't even... Hope you guys get a break soon...I'm sending some peace to you from across the planet.

Narcs will always play victim and lie and get away with it, and the only way the police might hear you, is through rock solid evidence. If she comes to your door again, hit the record button on your phone, put it in your pocket, and try to get evidence. Or install a camera by the front door...

Last year I almost passed out from pain and imagined I was dying. I then felt I really really didn't want to lose my loved one. I still wanted time to be with him.

Hugs to you too Faith! That's a great idea Freida, thank you! I will try to get in contact with her later and see. Yes, I'm overseas.

Sure thing. Here are some major examples. When I was little, and made a new friend, I caught her illness (MRSA). After I got a new job and was doing great, I got beaten, kicked out and abandoned. Whenever I was/am happy in general, some family drama come/comes up. After I got married, my bpd...

Why is it whenever I heal a little, I get hurt ten fold?

Thank you so much faith. It's so hard to watch her go through torture and not be able to do anything about it. It's the hardest thing in the world. Even harder than the mental complications. I can't call authorities because that will put abuser on fire, claiming the whole family is against her...

She is 16, so she can't get away. We have talked about emancipation, but it's just impossible because abuser is a narc, will play the victim and get away with it. I have told her to be aware that abuser is not stable so she doesn't end up like me. Abuser punishes her all the time and isolates...

Speaking from experience, getting away from my small town was worth it, because yes there are more fun things to do out there, and everybody else is too busy to be nosy or even care. There's more people to make friends, and even more opportunities. As for the moving, it all depends on how you...

I'm proud that I got out of the house today and got some exercise and sunshine:D

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They say hell is in the afterlife, but I see it every night. Last night I couldn't get away from this monster. Everywhere I went, he would find me. When I escaped his traps, blood would fill the streets and the sky and he would be there running after me. If he couldn't catch me, he would...

Felmer, I am so so sorry this is happening to you. It must be so hard to have the ones you have been born to, and trusted to help love and protect you just go away and leave you in a bad environment. Especially after your attempts to take your life. No wonder you feel the dreaded homeless...

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Vegetable buns and some kind of cucumber soup

Ah I see. Thank you! I will definitely check out the private diary.

Thank you so much Albatross I love your idea to focus on the therapeutic benefit of it. The issue with me isn't necessarily writing however, but sharing with people. My secrets are the only thing I have left in my life that haven't been sabotaged. I keep them private so they aren't torn up. I...

Honestly, after reading these posts, I need everyone to know they are loved and have so much goodness and worth!

You described the feeling to a T. And you're right, we can do this!:) I guess it is good to keep in mind that if we don't talk, we won't heal. Still hard though:bag:

Have you ever heard of Enya's sister Moya (or Maire) brennan? Stunning voice and gorgeous music. Look up her album Two Horizons (if you're interested). I would recommend listening :)

Yes that makes sense. I just have to get used to flow of things here and when I feel it is the appropriate time to say something, I will say it. Thank you!

There are so many things I want to say on here because it is so encouraged, but I am so afraid that if I say them, I will get punished, hurt, rejected, or my abusers will find out, etc. It took me so much courage to post in my new diary. And when I type things, I go over them for like an hour...

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