Search results for query: Ritual abuse

Thank you. Very helpful. I need to do a lot of private raging, or "processing" as you put it.

I love how you put it. I do similar ways when I become concious of something rather than forming attachment or identification, I process as displaced feeling or being provided it is and practise practise!!! Thank you for sharing @hithere

I know what you are talking about. I have recovered from this symptom of PTSD and I did so without dealing fully with the traumatic events. So you can recover and improve with this trait without doing all the trauma work. Just work on this behavior. These are the things that helped me control...

My abuse wasn’t satanic, but it was a very warped, sick version of a maniac’s self-serving interpretation of the bible. So, I’m gonna put it out there that that’s slightly different for me. But the rest? Yup. Rituals, extensive rituals that served a blend of purposes, including hypnotising...

(Satanic ritual abuse) Can anyone else help me with this? I know it happened to me. I've been physically ill almost, overwhelmed by this information. I hate it, but I have to address it and get therapy for it. Ingrained into me: You're worthless You don't matter I deserved it. I know...

I am a survivor of ritual abuse. I choose life and to live, to experience it and not see it as a bad sentence anymore. No more programming for me! I'm starting to thrive.

You have been abused ritually.

An incident that happened earlier this year probably triggered memories of RA. (ritual abuse) I guess I shouldn't be surprised by how inherently evil some people are. I had no control over who adopted me or how I would be treated. I feel physically ill. I bet this is one of my deepest darkest...

I too, suffered ritual abuse from family and CSA. Everything about it is truly awful. I am sorry that you also went through that. I would like therapy and help for that, so I am/feel less afraid.

Thank you both very much. I'm sorry Berlinda, abusers don't care about any of that stuff. I've been reading on ritual abuse, pretty sure that I was ritually abused. I saw a list of things that I could relate to, also I have my drawings from when I was a kid. I don't like the stars and...

Ditto to you. Been trying to question why. I think the logic of your post, and ^ in particular, is too far towards logic-logic, on the Grand Scale O' Logic (GSOL), and it clashed with the PTSD logic of my brain :D . Because my immediate thought was: but... there *was* danger outside it at one...

...quite possibly the ramblings are my way of still hiding from facts in my face I haven't assimilated into my continuous story. And no it's not satanic ritual abuse, just power abuse from men with dick and balls and the women trying to be like them. I am not a man not will I ever be strength or...

Okay, first: Drugs do not cause abuse, abuse causes abuse. That some cause a lot of things that may lead to thinking abuse is a good (or the only possible) choice, is a different matter. Unless you would be doing heinious things in the meantime, two weeks should not be such a long time to leave...

I started studying traditional martial arts in 1996. In 2000, I went through the Women't Self Defense course my martial arts school has. From the age of 3.5 until the age of 12, I was very violently raped, beaten, tortured and forced to participate in some horrific abuse/slaughter for various...

Hi Eve thanks for the response...my previous therapist diagnosed me with OCD following a screening and testing process(he was an OCD and addiction specialist fwiw)...but we talked in brief about the linkage to the trauma as much of my rituals were shamed based(centered around feeling dirty so...

No, not really. I mean there are little things one can do but for the most part we have to do that work ourselves. We have to understand that we are worthy. It's not a feeling given to us by others but rather a feeling of self worth that we must find within ourselves. I have always doubted...

...on trauma ask presenters about triggering content for this reason. I assure you, you would not want me posting details about my ritual abuse clients without some trigger warnings – not to mention the fact that some triggers are installed and are dangerous. I would strongly encourage you to...

My therapist says this is actually pretty common for men and women alike that were vicitims of sexual abuse/assualt. Its what we know so it's natural for us to get arroused by it. Thats what he says anyway. He doesn't see it a problem unless it includes rituals and punishments but the act of...

Government whores who neglect the few clean natural resources we have left in exchange for their supposed "economical boosts" really piss me off....ya' can't eat or drink money, you idiots, but clean water is absolutely priceless...unless of course you're the ones buying up waterways to bottle...

So we had the talk. He brought it up because he wanted to make sure I knew he was ok, that nothing was wrong and that he wasn’t doing any of this, meaning going to 300 doctors appointments, because he was sick. His explanations made very little sense to someone like me, but that’s ok. I don’t...

I turn it off. @scout86 - The existence of the Illuminati is documented my friend. Don't take anybodies words for absolute truth. Research. Dig. These "secret' societies aren't so secret anymore. An their satanic worship is very real, so are witches in the music industry they say it...

No one had mentioned Quakers. I am personally quite interested in this because I miss community and ’philosophy’ of church but lack faith and you can be an agnostic Quaker. My history is complicated. Three denominations in one nuclear family grieving up and an atheist. One of my...

NB: Ok, this is going to be a long post, so, if you're actually going to read it, brace yourself. Make some tea, get yourself some snacks. I have a lot to say. Not sure it'll fit in one post as I don't know what the word limit per post is here. And, in advance, sorry for the typos. Well, I...

So I've read about different theories for parts, which has evolved over the years, and in DID still a few parts with roles to many for people who have been ritually or severely abused over and over starting at a young age. The self can be different in DID, shell like and unaware. In both, all...

Can you drag/drop the evidence to a thumb drive, and then put the thumb drive in a safe place such as a safe deposit box? I know it would be expensive to replace all of your stuff, but it might help you heal. Do it one by one? I don’t see this as running so much given that people in perfectly...