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Thank you, that means a lot... I am holding onto His promises. Can't always trust Him completely, but one day at a time. I got my children Christmas eve till Christmas day. :)

Oh ok. Yeah those were different times... Sending positive vibes on your journey to healing..

Oh I see.. Didn't anyone notice your were gone? I have 4 children and can't imagine not knowing where one of them was or with whom. I would def ask questions and make sure it was reported.

Does anyone else know about this? I assume your parents knew.. What an awful thing not to know what happened.. I'm not sure either just flashes.. So I understand..: (

Also, I'm a committed Christian and will pray for all of you.. Am here is anyone needs to talk..

Please pray that both my children will be freed from their pedophile father after the custody trial starting at the end of January. It's been a long fight and His had promised to have vengeance on him and free them. I'm having flashbacks and have to know they are still seeing him despite...

Ty for your post. It helped me realize something. The reason I couldn't be alone for years bc I thought something bad would happen and I didn't feel safe and would cut is bc I felt like a little girl again just waiting to be hurt.. I'm so glad your are able to start working on your issues. Being...

@JackRJN Kidnapped at 4? That's unbelievable and must be so hard to flash back to.. I assume you don't know who took you..? I'm so sorry that happened.. I hate people who steal innocence. They don't care about how much pain they cause..

I also remember being forced to go for walks in the woods with my father.. Flashes of his pants down I think.. When I was just like 2-5 years old. He said he blacked out a lot and could have hurt me but doesnt know.. Ik he remembers hurting my little boy though which is why he will never be...

I have physical flashbacks.. Like when I hug my father or he looks at me I feel dirty. Same with my mother...I guess flashbacks can be felt in different ways. I used to hear foot steps creaking on the floor, walking up to my bed for years, was scared I was going to die at night and someone was...

I've been where you are. Fake smiling and seeing no point to living and cutting and drugs etc.. I feel your pain. I hate myself and was with guys that treated me like shit. Finally I realized I was worth more. I found out God loves me so why shouldn't I love me..?? Life was still hard but as...

Btw chocolate and Valium sounds great!! I do have klonopin.. Just need some Godiva chocolate with almonds and toffee.. Num

I feel for you... I've had ulcerative colitis a few times in past. My blood count was very low and it got scary. Ty for sharing. I think you are very brave and strong.. I hope the drs were sensitive to your PTSD when you had exam. I always make sure to have a female do the exam at least.. Best...

He deserves to die and suffer like my babies did. But no I would never act on it.

I hear her voice just like you hear his. I have 3 voices. My baby girl, little boy and me. All suffered at the hands of pedophiles.. I can relate to you. It's scary.. And I thought I overcame it. But they keep getting hurt in my dreams and in my mind.. SHE is angry and violated. SHE wants to...

I did go to acupuncture today and it was calming... But I am barely here.. The pain and rage brewing.. But floaty and controlled for now. And I'm sorry for hurting anyone's feelings on here. I didn't want to face these traumas completely. Now I'm in it. Some of the posts triggered me and I'm an...

Well I started screaming "I need this to be over!!!" While in the bathroom after just screaming at the top of my lungs.. Thinking of my two children who were molested repeatedly..I was too. Now I have to face this pedophile.. I ran into the kitchen, grabbed a chair and beat it repeatedly against...

That's encouraging. Thank you for sharing. I hope I can have that kind of rapport with my therapist one day.

Wow you must have a very understanding therapist.. Being able to storm out etc.. I wish I could show that much emotion. I fear rejection.. Would be scared he would refuse to keep seeing me.. But it's hard for me to trust men for good reason. I'm learning to trust him though it's hard. I have...

I'm so sorry. Just got out of acupuncture. I highly recommend it for PTSD. Helps with anxiety, stress, rage, flashbacks etc...

I've had a hard few months. Having to relive the traumas. The past week has been so hard. I tend to shut down. Sorry my message was so short. I really do care.

Ty for explaining. At the same time your reply is very concerning.. Hoping you are getting the help you need.. I've never cancelled 911 but there are def times I should have called. Cut myself really deep repeatedly during a trauma my ex husband was causing. But I didn't want anyone to know, esp...

I apologize. Was only trying to help.

I'm glad he can lay those memories to rest now.

Maybe meds aren't working