5 Things I'm Thinking Today

[Ronin]

1. Nice shopping with a friend & mutual courtesies so we're not grabbing each other's items. Along with blazes of laughter about stereotypically gendered clothes. :D Yeah, I don't give a f*ck, I give a f*ck about usefulness of it & personal symbolism.
2. Laughing so hard at mails from the power company. Yeah, I'm well aware you bitches are aware you're breaking the law & hate it pointed out.
3. Mentee's words about box, & all the 'get back to it. Bit by bit. Now reeest. It's sleep time :D Deserve much much sleep'. In the middle of things I'm very behind on. Sorry my homie, I don't want to earn me a travel ban for social activism & caring, so I'm still researching that bit.
4. 'K is right. And also arrows. Choice.'
5. Whatever that oracle said about ethnicity & changes & love being a constant. Another of those 'Didn't even know I needed it'.
6. However, still refuse to pander to stereotype, even in bits that are actually fairly correct. In which: White culture can bite me.

 

[Ronin]

it is the only one I got.

Poke poke, I saw twooo :D

Now it's a lion. Equally a face, & equally a beauty & care shining through. :cool::hug:

 

[Chiqui]

I hate «that»person and the hatred it is making my caracter awful
I don't want to have a «hating everything everyone» attitude/personality
I don't know how to change that
That person is coming tomorrow at home
I am afraid of loosing my tiny emotional stability
What should I do? These thoughts just exahusted me :meh::dead:

 

[Lionheart]

Poke poke, I saw twooo :D

Now it's a lion. Equally a face, & equally a beauty & care shining through. :cool::hug:

Awww Thank you for a wonderful compliment!!! @Ronin

I am happy I put a recent pic of myself out here and may post it again as the need or desire arises, but for now I am back to being the Lion whom I admire and appreciate for lending me it's animal / spirit energy. :)

 

[expectingbetter]

1. My therapist is hopefully back as I am about to go to her right now
2. I really hope this one session could finally help me overcoming that stupid fear of getting that stupid phone for myself
3. Being home alone is a divine feeling
4. I hope I am not getting some cold as I feel a bit like I do, I am fighting though
5. Trying looking forward to a spring while I actually would love if it could be an October again

 

[Lionheart]

My therapist needs to hurry up and get me in to see the psyche doctor for medication management, fairly soon.

I don't take kindly to having my integrity questioned. (just saying)

I hope mother will abide by the nursing homes rules and not go to bathroom without help, as she has fallen and broken her nose. :(

Doctor says my oxygen sats are at 97% and I will NOT need to be on oxygen 24-7...I am thrilled!!! :woot:

Once I am back on Wellbutrin I am gonna go cold turkey and stop smoking as per my docs recommendation.

 

[Deleted member 12723]

Trying to wake up
Have to go and pick up my prescriptions
Have to do chores first
Debating about whethor or not to go food shopping afterwards
It is a beautiful day.

 

[Deleted member 29920]

1. Please, Universe, make the changes I want to happen, make them FAST because I am going insane waiting
2. That's all

 

[Deleted member 29920]

3. Another bit, because I've accepted what happened and I feel a bit weird Dead Link Removed

 

[Deleted member 29920]

4. Long time, I don't want to do it anymore, it's caused more harm than good, my heart can't do it. If that makes me weak or others disagree then so be it. I won't hurt my heart and mind anymore. Wasted time.

 

[The Albatross]

1. I'm thinking some incongruences I can be aware of without personalizing and being disturbed by.

2. I'm thinking it's 43 degrees and I'm freezing my butt off cuz I can't smoke in my home and how the heck will this thin blooded old woman be able to do friggin' 17-30 cuz I won't smoke in the new house so as not to nix my chances at being able to resell in the event of an opportunity to relocate right back here?

3. I'm thinking that it's time for me to rejoin the tasks at hand instead of processing the loss of my friend/neighbor.

4. I'm thinking that being ashamed at asking my mister to come home this weekend was optional. I clearly wanted him to come home and he was willing to do so ... so what's the big deal?

5. I'm thinking that I have to really apply and come up with a strategy to maximize finite resources for ease of transition without creating debts so that I can be 100% available and focus on learning a new place, getting a job and creating new social connections.

Is that what I'm really thinking? Hell yeah! I think I'm noticing that I have a little expanded capacity for more complex thinking. Any of the above 5 would have been "enough" or almost more than "enough" to deal with at one time... yet here are the 5?

 

[Deleted member 12723]

I am in slow motion today, not sleeping good at all.
Cannot keep doing this.
Going to use my crock pot today.:woot:
Going to tackle the living room today.
I am also going to get out of here as well. I always feel better in the afternoon.:cautious: