5 Things I'm Thinking Today

[Tinyflame]

1. @Silver :hug: :hug: :hug:
2. Oh my. This morning, something round and stuffed rolled hard & fast, right to my foot, like a baseball but soft & small, hit me in the toe (brand new stuffie, fits in my hand). Had label with name Norman on it. Then I thought tonight, so I looked.. Universal Studios & a dog head sillouette on it.. The Secret Life of Pets? Sure enough, & it says, "Norman, a guinea pig who keeps getting lost trying to find his apartment. " :roflmao: So that should be good when I get stressed out & frightened getting lost. :sick::nailbiting: :p
3. I really don't make this stuff up. :laugh:

 

[sedna]

1. I realize I can justify the time I spend on this forum because I'm exhausted and cant do much besides the basic work and grown up obligation crap.
I was worrying it was a problem. If I were getting more sleep lately I wouldnt be quite as bad about the internet right now.

2. My 18 year old son is totally clueless about how to handle girls. How the hell did I let that happen?

3. I adopted special needs cats because no one else would want them and I actually dont like either of them. I look at them hoping they realize I'm the reason they still live. Which is a sick form of resentment. In my defense, one of them has ruined a leather furniture set worth more than my car.

4. I would like to wear my nose ring again but the piercing closed up. I think I might feel stupid going to get it redone. When I had it done it really was different and kind of a statement....33 years ago...omg, Now its kinda common. I should get a tattoo that shows when Im not in my underwear instead.

5. Im going to take a nap.

 

[Anrish]

1. My sister is single after nine years and expects everyone to have time to listen to her all the time...I might sound mean but I'm not her entertainer.
2. Did my schedule done today!
3. Close my eyes and feel embraced by Ture - I love his dark.
4. Crossing my fingers to survive the upcoming week.
5. Miss Cleo.

 

[Tinyflame]

1. I'm not super-computer literate, somehow I ended up with an article called "Weakness Builds The Soul" on my tablet- thought what's that icon-?? Strange. :confused:
2. Today found a dead bird :*( , a jacket, a baseball hat, & 2 wooden crosses. -? :confused:

 

[trying2movefwd]

1. Man, I like him
2. I am thirsty
3. I am exhausted
4. Did a tornado go through my house?
5. I have a lot to do tomorrow

 

[watundah]

1. I've hiked, biked, gone to the gym almost every day, and gained weight. My body and I are at war and it's winning.
2. I am generally happy and healthy 90% of the time yet the underlying trauma is always on my mind and makes that other 10% feel ginormous.
3. I am currently hooked on Bloodline on Netflix. Trauma/dysfunction at its finest.
4. I miss my wife who is out of town for 10 days. More isolation. Me and the cats. They're digging Bloodline, too.
5. Waking up every day trying to figure out how to fill my day can feel very weighty but getting back in the work force for feels soul sucking.

 

[Silver.]

@watundah I am going through the same exact thing, have an appt with my doctor to figure out the why. hope you can do the same x

1. mm is still sleeping at 10am, lazy bones!
2. it's raining out, so I can't get my calls in today
3. think we will make some gingerbread today
4. need to get myself dressed, I am being a bum too :P
@Junebug *hugs*

 

[Tinyflame]

1. Thank you Dear @Silver. :hug: for you. Good luck with the gingerbread.
2. Everything is so daunting.
3. There is only 'requirement' to keep trying, no other reason. It's not enough for others, but I have to pretend it's enough for me. It really isn't.
4. Slow on site- not sure if it will post?- just me?

 

[watundah]

@Silver. Thank you.
I have many factors riding against me
1. Hypothyroidism
2. Middle age
3. I have a lot of muscle mass and really only have about 10 lbs to lose but the suckers have their claws dug in

I have gone to a nutritionist and I just started working with a trainer. I am on thyroid meds. I had one before and weighed 15lbs less than I do now but the work to do that was over the top. My best action would be to accept myself as I am, but who does that?. Fitness tests put me at superior level in my age group. So I ask myself, Fanatic much? It's the.muffin top that is.making me cranky. A gift from menopause.

 

[Tinyflame]

1. My dog lives in the moment. Dog calender says for august dogs live so short, people so long.
2. Better to live assuming short(er).
3. Probably what bothers me (top 10) about ptsd. I'm being robbed each day of the ability to do that.
4. If anything, I'm inclined to try to make it shorter.
5. I feel totally, unequivocally, alone.
6. How's that for whiny. :rolleyes: :(

 

[NatBird]

Thoughts:

I'm getting better at noticing when I'm having a flashback and maybe even managing/soothing.

I smell and need a bath.

The guy in the gym is quite handsome.

Will I ever get me back.

Why does my cat talk so much.

 

[watundah]

@Junebug not whiny! Give that pup a big hug and smooch.