5 Things I'm Thinking Today

[Ronin]

didn't mean to interrupt :oops:

The best communication flows in aaall the directions, lickety split.

Who cares for bit of a mess, people talking passionately is good. :hug:

 

[Ronin]

I'm not suitable when it comes to my character.

Said a spineless jerk who cannot even manage pretending decency to a capable woman? :facepalm::wtf::stop: - :hug::ninja: Persevere, Anrish.

 

[Chincho]

1. My cognitive function is going to hell and it's not because of my meds. It scares me. A lot.
2. Should I start a diary here? I'll probably abandon it like I did all my journals. Or maybe it'll make me feel better.
3. My brain is a mess.
4. Maybe this is all a huge nightmare and I'll wake up some day.
5. Can there be nightmares inside nightmares?

 

[Tinyflame]

1. Thank you @Cashew . :notworthy: :hug: :hug: :inlove:

2. I think numbness comes from not caring, +/or acceptance of inabilty to change situations, +/or a diluted version of returning what's given, in lack of respect, care, concern, +/ or overwhelm, +/or no longer caring of what anyone else thinks, not necessarily from a place of self-esteem, but a lack of interest/ giving up bothering to care.
3. I think sometimes people while they identify with supporting causes treat like sh*t the very people that embody the causes. I think that makes me leery.
4. I think what I think doesn't matter.

5. I think @Chincho many things can cause that. :hug: Xox.

 

[Deleted member 29920]

So either she has memory problems
Or she's gaslighting
Either way I'm going to keep my mouth shut, I'll only speak about things that won't cause arguments
I wish my throat would stop hurting
I wish my breathing was back to normal

 

[Deleted member 29920]

I think I might have much more than five over the next few days
That stupid psychologist in 2014 really upset me!
She was stupid and cruel and incompetent and I hope I never get someone like her again
Grrrrrrrrrr!
Another bank is closing soon, there'll be no banks left, those poor people where will they work?!?!?!? I frigging HATE this!

 

[Deleted member 29920]

Just got moaned at again
Trying to ignore it
Tired of this
Feeling uncomfortable, want to cry but I'm not going to
I haven't done anything wrong, I'm sitting quietly enjoying my music on my mp3, volume down low

 

[expectingbetter]

why I can't be simply happy when a friend ask me to visit them

why I have to keep myself isolated from other people

why the hell have I lost the my way

how to find the purpose again

and still life seems to be beautiful

 

[Tinyflame]

My so-called 'friend' revealed information about me, :cry: . Bastard! Not to mention, to a woman who can't stand my guts and acts totally different in private to me than she acts publcally. And on top of it, unbeknownest to either of them I've prayed my brains out for each of them for years, she always looks like the world is ending and he I thought I could trust. :( :cry:

Boy, I can pick a f*cking asshole from a mile away. :(:wtf:

 

[Tinyflame]

Must think I'm an idiot. :(

 

[Silver.]

so much pain and sadness today
@Junebug and @C j *hugs* *thoughts* *positive energy*

school starts tomorrow, I am more nervous than she is
what will I do with myself
planning, organizing
love

 

[Ronin]

@Junebug, you're not an idiot.

I'm good with people... as long as they are and remain at distance. My personal life? Is such a nice show of crash & burn & burn the hell more. No bueno.

So, really not you, dear amiga. Don't blame yoself.