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5 Things I'm Thinking Today

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1 ~ So amazing to be open to some new stuff again. Been living in one hell of a small box.
2 ~ Feels like using muscles I ain't used in a long time. Only more like dusty old bones than muscles.
3 ~ The world feels frighteningly big.
4 ~ And myself frightningly small when I think about going out in the world too much.
5 ~ Hmm
 
I got some yummy fresh vegetables at the store today among other good things to eat.
Finally found out how court went for my daughter, it went badly for her.
I have had a pretty good day otherwise.
Still working on getting the kids for a weekend visit.
It is going to rain again:eek:
 
1. I loathe my f*cking bitch of a boss. She betrayed me in the cruelest of ways and I still have to show up to work each day.
2. I will find a new job soon. it will happen. it has to happen
3. I hate myself most days.. today's one of those days
4. I am grieving, and grief takes time. and it's a roller coaster. I need to be kind to myself.
5. deep down - i do believe the best is yet to come
 
1. Writing - I be like 'why you people liking this shit, I don't like this shit', but grateful anyway. Fiction's apparently the only medium my brain will let me talk all the all-true-things through.
2. But self, stop. It won't return them to life. Not even if you give them farewell this way, all too late.
3. Today's errands postponed. Today's tasks are just eating, sleeping, and lighting candles.
4. & Shoo with all of that, self. Leave being Wolverine to your mentor. You a different story, about an all too gone, but still moving, and still able to love, guy in green.
5. .... Bananas and socks. I almost forgot about both of them again.
 
1. Newton's third law.

2. Your action. Your consequence.

3. I have every right to have reinforce and stand by the boundaries I choose to be appropriate for me.

4. I don't need you to agree with my boundaries. I don't need you to minimize me or my boundaries. I need you to RESPECT my boundaries.

5. I'm getting really f*cking tired of having to defend my boundaries.
 
A Facebook friend reached out to me and I supported them through a tuff time and they said, "thanks to you, I did not give up" and that feels pretty incredible. so my first thought is...

#1 "Perhaps I turned out to be as awesome as I had hoped I'd be."
#2 "Tornado warnings scare the hell outta me."
#3 "I enjoy the stillness of the late night / early morning hours."
#4 "I never wanted to hurt anyone, only wanted to be loved"
#5 "I am really sad about physical limitations that have come with illness and aging."
 

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