5 Things I'm Thinking Today

[Teasel]

1 ~ I'm going away this weekend and I have been shit scared about it.
2 ~ I'm going anyway.
3 ~ I'm gonna practise acknowledging that I'm anxious rather than desperately wishing I wasn't.
4 ~ Sounds like a plan.
5 ~ good Luck Bearlinda.

 

[Keming]

1. I can't believe this $8.99 coffee maker has survived six years and two moves.
2. ... and it died on today's second pot. Huh.
3. I get to buy a new coffee maker!
4. Tomorrow!
5. Self loathing!

 

[Naoru]

1 Not understanding this giraffe fascination.
2 Made a call, but no one answered. Does it count?
3 痛みは人を変える。Tired of changing, tired of pain.
4 Symptom disappeared. If it comes back, then I will go. :oops:
5 Brain is tired from translations. Fuzzy. Open a window, maybe it will help.

 

[The Albatross]

1. Gracie may be scarred for life... she is the only one who didn't do well with the double move and long drive.
2. I'm stepping on my own vocal cords again... I hate it when that happens and I can't air my laundry and try to get a glimpse of what the heck is going on in my pea pickin' brain.
3. My back hurts badly (Did I fracture it again??? Dunno and not inclined to find out at least not right away anyways... I did it before and I can do it again - work on with a fracture cuz I got no doc or chiropractor here now).
4. My sub mucosal cyst came back this year and my thumb looks awful... I can't convince myself that the thumb is even mine... AND I've got a new one on the other thumb. FFFFFUuuuuuuccccckkkkkk. :inpain:
5. My mister needs a reset button or to be rebooted or we're gonna tangle.

 

[Ronin]

1. Incredibly grounding.
2. Okay, what else of local shitfood I didn't try that might go without food poisoning after.
3. Keep Calm, Think Of Beaches.
4. Almost desenzitized against three triggers in two weeks.
5. Shoo, pain. Prochnost & Other Sayings.

 

[Bristol]

1. Alone for a whole weekend but i dont know what to do with it
2. Do i say what i am going there to say or do i pretend everything is fine?
3. Is it home time yet?
4. Im not capable of being an adult, why do people treat me like one!
5. What is the future going to hold

 

[jaccat]

This has to be time out.
Gardening, nuzzles with a friendly cat, and lots of spiders (just as well I like spiders).
You know it's bad when your massage therpist tells you to 'go carefully'!
Treated myself to a chai latte and cake.
I wish I was on holiday again.

 

[Chiqui]

I am a disgraced being
13reasonswhy. It has awaken lots of flashes of the bulling I suffered as a teen.
No one helped me, bastards.
I feel very angry because of it
I understand better my caracter now, and this can help.
Slep deprivation due serie watching, worthwile I hope

 

[Naoru]

1 13 Reasons Why. Mixed thoughts. Did relate to her sentiment: to end it so she could never be hurt again.
2 The Invisible War is another good one. But it is real. And too familiar.
3 Working on a closure email, a grand finale, an ending that should have never been. Time to close that chapter, but how do I accept these conflicting feelings that come with?
4 Exposure t is for the birds.
5 I think I like it better when the brain shuts down.

 

[Deleted member 29920]

!. SO DAMN TIRED OF SOCIOPATHS!!!
2. Stay calm!
3. I am so tired!!!
4. Time to do some creative writing
5. Wish time would speed up

 

[The Albatross]

1. Okay, what the heck did I do (where did I put) my bucket with my sample paints and paint brush and why don't I friggin' remember. Even mister couldn't find it last night which makes me feel really stupid.
2. The list of physical stuff is getting longer and I don't have a doctor or chiropractor and even if I did I am not yet employed and won't go until I have the ability to pay.
3. My car needs an alignment and tire rotation/rebalance and that's the "real reason" I don't want to drive solo into the city today. (The wobbly front end at the higher speeds unnerves me completely so I need to find a place to get it serviced or wait for mister to do it since I don't have the memory capacity and got lost only about 8-10 blocks away from the new place.)
4. Missing a vital document and have some resentment, frustration, and worry running in the background.
5. Way over stimulated and trying to slow things down... pace myself accordingly but it's hard.

 

[Tornadic Thoughts]

Cold weather hurts my body, dammit.

My brain hurts.

My heart hurts.

Manufactured weather and manufactured foods - both toxic as f*ck.

Oh look!! It'll be way above freezing and in the 80's in another day or two. :wacky: