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5 Things I'm Thinking Today

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:ninja:Slowly adapting to the new changes in the forum.:ninja:
cabin fever too much, breaking free tomorrow.:cool:
Making a good dinner tonight.:)
It is keeping me on my toes adjusting to no avators anymore. I know it is for the good of the forum.:eek:
Feel like I do not belong here anymore, I will adjust I swear.
 
1. Taxes done.
2. Dissociated as hell: administrative bullshit is easy. :rolleyes:
3. Darned helpful conversation with a friend. Yeah damn, I needed to explain the complex without spelling it out so bad.
4. Night terrors & memories still get shoo'd by pics. As much as I loathe having pics of dear people on me (will you wind up dead, too?? I never knew you. I don't know you and it don't hurt.) - .... warmth. We're focusing on the warmth.
5. Constantining. Need more research. (... now we're dissociating even herbs??? Ffs self.)
 
1. Nerve pain is a bitch and after being down for 3 days I decided today on day 4 to get up and out and try to go for a short walk. I knew it would cause more pain but, I wanted to move around a little. I did the walk. I was right about more pain. I'll be down for the rest of the day with the heating pad. Again.

2. When someone wears short dresses I don't want them to ask me to look when they bend over. And when they're wearing short dresses I want them to stop randomly bending over in front of me. Twice in two weeks is two too many times. Nothing might be meant by it but, I was sexually assaulted by a female once and I don't care how comfortable people are exposing themselves. I don't want to see what's under anyone's dress. Triggers don't care about intention. And fighting triggers isn't easy.

3. I was happy to see the bald eagle perched when I went outside today. I love when the birds visit.

4. I'm looking forward to Survivor tonight.

5. I'm hungry and hot dogs for dinner sound good to me.
 
1. So just the credit card to sort.
2. Still thinking of that friend's words. Thankful for the 'this passes, you can and will rebuild your life.'
3. Dreams, you're nice you remind me of things I'd forgotten, but f*ck the hell off. I'm kind of tired of waking up wishing I was dead.
4. More mint tea.
5. & How fast can I persuade myself I'm somewhere, North Africa, and happy, instead of where I am, Not Happy? Brain, abide.
 

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