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5 Things I'm Thinking Today

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1. Motherf*cker. Yelling when it's absolutely not f*cking necessary (... and I calmed down enough to sleep.)
2. Okay. Sit down. /Sit. Goddamn. Down./ - the rest of the day's summary.
3. Would be f*cking better if they didn't sound like those Armenians&. So back to everything that f*cking reads -Murrca.Safe.- IDGAF actual place. Sit Goddamn Down & Frappe.
4. D.I.D. problems that are hilarious: Language school.
5. Postponed: Crossbows & taxes thoughts & supplies.
 
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Tooo tired today, need to reset to early last night again to sleep.:sleep::sleep::sleep:
Going on a adventure somewhere today.:confused::p:eek:
I will crochet until the sun comes up today.:oops:
Did I say that I am too tired today?:laugh:
Glad I have leftovers today. Maybe I will go to Starbucks.:coffee::coffee::coffee:
 
1. I wasn't anxious at my class!
2. I was able to speak a bit on my class!
3. I was alone for two hours in the flat and that is like miracle for me!
4. I spent those two hours doing things for my soul, I enjoyed!
5. I bought a sparkling red Labello and for me it looks like part of Christmas magic :rolleyes:
 
Reading about communism and death is really f*cking heavy and wearing me down. But I’m too interested to stop lol.

I love weed and it makes me happy and I wish I had started again on a reg basis before I started meds again two years ago. I’m too terrified of withdrawal now to stop Effexor.

My mother has shown me that now I officially have no one on Earth I trust or can hope to lean on.

My complete disinterest in sex or dating would concern me if I actually cared. It’s honestly nice to not have to worry about. I never thought I’d say this but thinking of sex makes me want to puke. It’s so unappealing right now.

Jedi Mind Tricks is a kickass rapper.
 
Need to clean animal dishes, containers, troughs and storage bins today. Schedule hay delivery and set up the dog food delivery to be more frequent. Cold weather and they all eat more.

New dog bed is a hit since they all "fight" over who sleeps on it. It is the funniest when two of them try to lie on it so I will pick up two more beds.

The rain needs to seriously stop and things dry out for a few days. I am anxious to get bulbs planted and the yard fertilized, let alone deal with the leaves that have fallen.

PAY BILLS

Handling the cold pretty well so far.....maybe camping this month?
 
  1. $6 till Monday at 2am. I can do this.
  2. Exploring vegan recipes. I finally understand why I would get so sick when I went vegetarian/vegan in the past. All because of the gene mutation.
  3. I think I can transition safely and in a healthy way this time while giving my nervous system the B12 it requires.
  4. These recipes look fun.
  5. I don't feel like I'm so much in a dark, ominous cloud anymore. yay me.
 
I've had enough of this partial deafness. This cold is neverending.
I need to remember that proactivity tackles anxiety.
When you realise you shouldn't book a table at a restaurant while on the phone to a friend. Still, they were nice enough to confirm the booking on the phone, even if I did get the time wrong.
Fingers crossed my course assignment is okay. I sent it off today.
My massage apoointment might have been cancelled, but I got a free doughnut at the bakery!
 
Im thinking im pretty meesed up after hearing these words from my psycholgist today "I DO NOT KNOW HOW TO HELP YOU"

Im thinking in her eyes ive gone from lovely to pain the ass

One of my colleagues who i been sooo boundaried today, well

Well today he crossed every boundary

5) Arghhhhhhhhhhhhg. Thank god for this forum. I would most defo me completely mad by now
 
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