A One Of A Six Letter My Man Will Never See

[whserenitynluv]

Letter one,
I'm sorry for the letdown sand confusion to my then unknown reasons for my Houdini routines and short goodbyes, I'm sorry I never kissed you because I really wanted to, I'm sorry for thinking it was something it wasn't, and possibly scaring you with my more than nerdy romantic approach to nonverbal cues. Everyday I wished I had said the things I needed to say, and regret being weird

But in every way I want to thank you for letting me go, and I want to thank you for letting your love let me hit bottom, because it has enabled me to again move another mountain, get help, and find peace. About it in letter two.



Piña had a dream about you last night.....I hate ptsd , but I love the light that through proper help has done because I'm allied down, able to communicate and my heart is open to love everyday, purely. Thank u for that

 

[whserenitynluv]

Letter two
I'm sorry for misreading your friendship for something more. Your friendship being gone hurts more than you know. I have all the times written down that I should have sai. I'm sorry I feel for what your wall had said.
For expecting you to read my mind and not having the courage to text you all the time. I was shy to think you didn't sped serve me, and the words never came out right.
I miss the little hellos and seeing you so happy