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Has anyone else turned to alcohol to manage symptoms? It seems like I was better off when alcohol was my only vice....before I started psychotropics. The two don't mix. Makes me want to stop all meds & just go back to drinking. At least I was functional.
 
I've abused alcohol & I've used it moderately.
I've abused exercise & I've used it moderately.

Both can help me with my symptoms or utterly destroy me. Which is less dramatic, more that the side effects of abusing either? Both include death and losing everything I care about in my life.

If I'm turning to any one thing to manage my symptoms? I'm going to abuse it. Full stop. Because there is nothing but nothing which manages PTSD symptoms all on it's lonesome. It's too complex a disorder for any one thing to be a magic wand. There are too many pieces to it for any one thing to even begin to manage it. IME what I really need is a whole series of healthy coping mechanisms that helps distribute the weight. Or my life breaks. The more I'm putting all the weight in one coping mechanism? The unhealthier it becomes, and the faster my life breaks.
 
....I've turned to alcohol to stop my thoughts...just stop everything...make me enjoy life for a few....it doesn't work! I now have decided to just stop drinking altogether (or to try to) b/c like @Friday said if you are using it as an escape chances are you will abuse it. Also, if you drink while depressed- it could make you even more depressed!
 
But at the end of the day, a functional alcoholic is still slowly killing themselves.

Healing takes lots of time, and things will get worse from time to time. Alcohol doesn't help us heal. It's just a tool that helps us deny our problems, and not in a good way.
 
I used drugs and alcohol for over 20 years to 'manage' my symptoms.... quit all of that, and found out nothing was 'managed' it was all there waiting on me.... so, got a symbolic tool box and started putting things in that would get me thru without knocking me out, yep, recovery hurts.... that's why it's called recovery.... no magic cures, no magic trips around, only thru... I hope you don't go back to drinking.... are you meds too much?? Do they need to be revised to see if you are taking too much or too many of different stuff.... I understand what you are saying.. picking your way to find a way to at least be functional.... hope you find what works..
 
Yes. I have been on a lot of things to try and "manage my symptoms" meaning function a little better. I am functioning better now than I have since being diagnosed/starting trauma therapy. (you don't have to believe me you can ask my wife lol!) I like pot better than alcohol as it has a much smaller footprint and less downside potential. I don't like psych meds. When I'm on psych meds I'm pill popping again, which is much harder for me to control. (my family just presented me with a father's day gift and there were father's days in the past that were not so good.) I know the abstinence mentality which comes out of 12 step programs is pervasive and most replies will reflect that. Nobody is going to tell you that a person with a psych diagnosis should be drinking. I also know that some people need to be medicated. IMHO. You have to find what works for you.
 
I've tried alcohol, prescription meds, illegal drugs, and all things in between. I learned I was a hardcore addict of the least of things and was unknowingly and repeatedly overdosing on the legal chemicals passed off to us as being nutritious and necessary. As long as I continued down that route, no amount of any of the above remedies was worth a damn, especially long term.

I used to be just a "social" drinker. Then a party animal and would drink until I blacked out. Then back to just "social" drinking. But learned my ability to socialize then became anchored in and dependent on altering my mind space. I had to prime the pump before each interaction. The "spirits" of alcohol were drowning my spirits in the worst of ways.

My greatest symptom management of all things I've been diagnosed with through the years has come with mindful consumption of all things ingested and applied to my being, be it via breathing it, eating it, drinking it, absorbing it into my skin (our largest organ), etc. Eliminating the energies attached to some of the things I used to consume did just as much wonder for me as eliminating the products themselves. Things like meat, dairy, eggs, caffeine, alcohol, artificial sweeteners/coloring/flavoring/fragrances, etc. Prior to taking that drastic step, I was in a hell of a shape, mentally and physically. I still struggle, just not nearly as severely.
 
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