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I have been a self mutating for 7 years, I have been clean of this for nearly 3 years. I suffer from schizophrenia for as long as I can remember and I also suffer from PTSD from my brother violently abusing be for 6 years. My relationships with the people I love have suffered because I am too scared to get too close to them in fear that they will hurt me, or worse that I will hurt them. My husband of nearly two years knows about everything and after fighting for me for so long I feel like he's finally giving up on me. I want to make my marriage work but I don't know how if I am doing everything I can and I don't feel the same thing being returned to me. We have a daughter of 11 months and I pray that I can give her a better life, a more secure one, than mine. I need help to stay strong, even knowing that there are other people like me out there...if anyone knows my pain...please tell me what I can do....what I can do to stop myself from hurting myself anymore.
 
findinghelp21, Welcome to the Forum. I am glad you have found it. I am sorry for your experience. I wish you success on your journey. I know you will find a lot of understanding from members.
 
Hi findinghelp21,

Welcome to the PTSD Forum :)

This is a great place for advice and support, I hope you find it helpful.

Shellbell
 
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findinghelp21, Welcome to the Forum. I am glad you have found it. I am sorry for your experience. I wish you success on your journey. I know you will find a lot of understanding from members.
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Thank you... it been hard and there is so much I need to let out that I don't even know where to begin.
 
Hello findinghelp21, and welcome :)

Just take your time and don't worry too much, if you can, about where to start. Sooner or later you might just do it and then will be the "right" time.

I hope you will find some peace and comfort, among other things, when here.

p-no
 
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