Hi,
I first took anti-depressants in 2004. I had prozac (fluoxetine) first which upset my stomach. I had nausea and diarrhoea. I was told the side effect would lessen over time. But after about 6 weeks, I still had the side effects, so my Doc changed me to Venlafaxine (effexor). I only took this for about 3 days. I had really bad side effects, with involuntary movement and the shakes. After a couple of days, I saw the Doc, who told me to stop taking them immediatley, and gave me diazapam to stop the horrible side effects.
Next I tried dothiepine (dosulepine), which is a tri-cyclic. I think it had possitive effects for me, but the side effect I had from this was a really dry mouth. When I'm working I deal with the public, and because my mouth was so dry, I had trouble speaking with them. I took it for several months because my Psychiatrist could see it was beneficial, and told me to try to ignore the side effects. However, after trying for quite some time, I really couldn't keep taking that med and do my job. I know that sounds extreme, but I don't have the type of job where I could keep taking sips of water all day.
At that time things were a bit better for me so I stopped taking anti-depressants all together. But over the last six months, my depression, following an increase in PTSD symptoms has returned. I have been taking Cipralex (lexapro), since February. Whilst I haven't had any unwanted side effects, I don't feel any better for taking it.
Just yesterday, the ciplralex was changed to Sertraline (zoloft). I am happy to try something different, because I don't feel cipralex was having any benefit for me.
Whilst I don't see anti-depressants as a solution, I would like to think that they can help in the short term, whilst things are rough. I certainly don't want to, or intend to take medication for the rest of my life. The thing with anti-depressants is, that we all react differently. What works for one , may well not work for another. Also the side effects experienced by one person, will be different for another. Unfortunately, it all seems to be a case of trail and error. I think it's important to be aware of how your mood is affected and also to be closely supervised by a Doc when starting or changing medications.
Sorry this is so long....
Regards