Had a session yesterday, didn't talk about much...just the issues with little ones dad and working etc She asked why I haven't been writing bits and sending pre session, like I normally did. Said she thinks it's my avoidance and she's right. It's partly because I felt like I was OK and partly because I want to keep it that way. I don't want to rock the boat, if you know what I mean. I think I'm doing what's best for myself, in the moment but I don't know how good it is now because I felt like I wasted a session. Like I need to talk to her again. I've had a tearful morning, couldn't tell you why....well, I could....it's because I'm not talking or dealing with anything 
