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I don't know how to handle relationships well. I'm always the faithful person with the mindset of a good wife. I only dated 4 times and it's like I'm very new to this it feels like. I think of this adult mature relationship in every relationship but the other person doesn't. I just imagine "this is my last relationship" but it always end in abuse or something bad. Every since domestic abuse happened I often feel my ex was right when he was beating on me. It's like I'm looking for something that doesn't exist around me but somewhere in this world
