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My therapist asked me about a scar I have from trauma and I started to dissociate severely, meaning I felt like my body was being yanked up to the ceiling out of myself and I immediately lost vision, we stopped the conversation right there. After that day I noticed that I felt breathless, as though I was constantly low on oxygen or holding my breath. 2 days later I went back for another session and this time we discussed the scar in detail. I dissociated into a very very sedated state/ partially frozen, but my therapist was able to pull me out of it. Problem is my breathlessness is a lot worse now. Every second of the day now I feel like I can't get enough air. I've tried relaxation, removing caffeine, massage, going for a run, alcohol, etc. The breathlessness is still there.
I do not feel emotionally anxious but that's normal because I don't tend to have feelings about my trauma just physical symptoms.
Anyone else have this breathlessness? How do you stop this? Seems like low grade hyperventilation almost. My eye is also twitching this week and this never happens to me. Clearly seems like a stress response.
Physical symptoms from PTSD are so maddening for me. It's like living in a completely haunted body.
I do not feel emotionally anxious but that's normal because I don't tend to have feelings about my trauma just physical symptoms.
Anyone else have this breathlessness? How do you stop this? Seems like low grade hyperventilation almost. My eye is also twitching this week and this never happens to me. Clearly seems like a stress response.
Physical symptoms from PTSD are so maddening for me. It's like living in a completely haunted body.