I was born in Haiti-port- au prince. I hear stories that I was a joyful little girl who loved to dance, sing and loved life. All of that changed when my father brought me to America to be his slave,his sacrifice. He kidnapped me.I was suppose to return that summer but I didnt, I havent seen my "mother" in 25 years.
My father started molesting me the moment I arrived. He would get in between my legs and thats all I can remember. My cousin started to molest me as well everytime I went to my aunts house. He gained my trust in my time of vulnerabilty and he raped me for 2-3 years I can only remember one incident and it was a very painful one. A memory of him ejaculating inside of me.
Neither my father of cousin were aware of the other raping me. My father was into black magic-voodoo. He erased my memory of him molesting me. But his guilt and greed for power was too much for him. He started to beat me, and call me a whore and stupid for the next 20 years or so. He picked my clothes out for me, he spoke for me , he tried to pick my husband, he used to tell me how big my behind was and how I looked good.
My cousin denied raping me, I was now offically the outcast of the family. The blacksheep. I ruined their perfect little christian family. I would become suicidal for the next 23 years of my life, I wouldnt eat and weighed 90 pounds at 17years old. I was dying.
Then God sent an angel my way my husband. He started to stick up for me. He put the fear of God in my abusers. I would start to learn how to detach myself from them. After I got married I took the power from them. My fathers desperation became worst the black magic deeper. I prayed and prayed and held on to God like never before.
In 2008 after being estranged from them from my father for 3 years. I went to see him at the hospital.He couldnt even look me in the eyes. His wife posioned him using black magic, he was now getting a taste of his own medicine. My husband and I prayed over him and asked God to fogive him he died 1week later one day after the birth of my 4th child.
My cousin was sentenced to prison in 2009 for molesting one of his daughters. God justified me after years of being called a slut and a liar God granted me justice. My aunt died 2009 cancer(voodoo) and my stepmother died in 2010 unknown causes (voodoo) One of my aunts sons died 2009 suicide-HIV, my 1st step mother unknown causes(voodoo) and my sister 2009 she was murdered. All of these people tried to take my life and hurt me. I'm still standing by the grace of God but where are they now? Touch not my anointed ones do my prophets no harm" (The Bible)
God is not a man that he should lie. If you leave it in his hands he will take care of it and the people who hurt you.:angel:
My father started molesting me the moment I arrived. He would get in between my legs and thats all I can remember. My cousin started to molest me as well everytime I went to my aunts house. He gained my trust in my time of vulnerabilty and he raped me for 2-3 years I can only remember one incident and it was a very painful one. A memory of him ejaculating inside of me.
Neither my father of cousin were aware of the other raping me. My father was into black magic-voodoo. He erased my memory of him molesting me. But his guilt and greed for power was too much for him. He started to beat me, and call me a whore and stupid for the next 20 years or so. He picked my clothes out for me, he spoke for me , he tried to pick my husband, he used to tell me how big my behind was and how I looked good.
My cousin denied raping me, I was now offically the outcast of the family. The blacksheep. I ruined their perfect little christian family. I would become suicidal for the next 23 years of my life, I wouldnt eat and weighed 90 pounds at 17years old. I was dying.
Then God sent an angel my way my husband. He started to stick up for me. He put the fear of God in my abusers. I would start to learn how to detach myself from them. After I got married I took the power from them. My fathers desperation became worst the black magic deeper. I prayed and prayed and held on to God like never before.
In 2008 after being estranged from them from my father for 3 years. I went to see him at the hospital.He couldnt even look me in the eyes. His wife posioned him using black magic, he was now getting a taste of his own medicine. My husband and I prayed over him and asked God to fogive him he died 1week later one day after the birth of my 4th child.
My cousin was sentenced to prison in 2009 for molesting one of his daughters. God justified me after years of being called a slut and a liar God granted me justice. My aunt died 2009 cancer(voodoo) and my stepmother died in 2010 unknown causes (voodoo) One of my aunts sons died 2009 suicide-HIV, my 1st step mother unknown causes(voodoo) and my sister 2009 she was murdered. All of these people tried to take my life and hurt me. I'm still standing by the grace of God but where are they now? Touch not my anointed ones do my prophets no harm" (The Bible)
God is not a man that he should lie. If you leave it in his hands he will take care of it and the people who hurt you.:angel:
