Butterfly64
Confident
I know just how you feel. It breaks your heart and leaves you scared....afraid to love again. It makes you wonder, if they feel no empathy at all....I still wonder if mine can’t feel empathy ....if CPTSD has done that to him, if his brain is in flight mode and he has no energy to worry about how I feel, or if he was like that before his trauma. It messes with your mind big time. I think your guy will come back, if he is like my guy....mine always comes back, but at one point you have to decide if you will put up with it. You are not there yet and that is okay! As for me, it doesn’t hurt as much anymore....I have let go of the dream and I am pretty okay with that.Thank you for the wisdom. It's really good to get some insight from others. I still feel useless not to be able to show him I'm not dangerous. At this point we arent even talking and it breaks my f*** heart. I really thought this man was my forever. I thought I was his forever because he told me I was. Part of me still hopes that he will come back to me but at the same time, how many times am I going to go thru a heartbreak like this? I feel hopeless and I'm not sure how I'm gonna trust anyone that tells me they love me or that I'm "perfect for them" or "the one" ever again ?
As for loving another man again....yes that shit is scary! I have never been afraid of love before, but I kind of am now...so I hear you loud and clear @Wanderlust ?
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