A few weeks ago I started on Cipralex as I was not able to do simple things like get myself to my job. Now I am realizing that I may need to apply for permanent disability because my sessions with my illness are so unpredictable and the length of each episode varying I don't think I can take much more of needing several months off work when working is the thing in the first place aggravating me.
I recently started a new job which has brought up some things I haven't talked about in years. I work in a raw vegan catering kitchen and I explained to some of my colleagues that I grew up on a farm, but that has triggered some really unpleasant things from my past.
I was feeling ok the past week, perhaps because I was on the high of getting a new job that I actually like. Last night, however, I woke up in the middle of the night as I felt my mood go from stable to super low. It took me hours to get back to sleep with the help of a few Ativan, then I slept until 6pm and now I have no energy. I feel dead inside.
I recently started a new job which has brought up some things I haven't talked about in years. I work in a raw vegan catering kitchen and I explained to some of my colleagues that I grew up on a farm, but that has triggered some really unpleasant things from my past.
I was feeling ok the past week, perhaps because I was on the high of getting a new job that I actually like. Last night, however, I woke up in the middle of the night as I felt my mood go from stable to super low. It took me hours to get back to sleep with the help of a few Ativan, then I slept until 6pm and now I have no energy. I feel dead inside.
