Colorful and hopefully optimistic but maybe hateful occasionally

[littleoc]

(-: :D

 

[littleoc]

Good news:

My jaw joint quit hurting so I can keep on with the Invisalign, so that’s nice

I’m not a depressed person

 

[ILoveLife]

You're really not a depressed person.
Depression sometimes it's just some symptoms, and not the whole array of Depression we are used to know. :) It's so common even

 

[littleoc]

That’s good to know.

My psychiatrist said this house was bad for me and I should move out. Just before prescribing the antidepressant.

I’m worried because antidepressants in the past have caused me significant harm. I’m very worried. But I think she’s right, if I interpret her right, that this house is so dysregulating that I am getting depressive.

I had major depression disorder once but I hadn’t seen it for a few years. It was really great to not have it :P

 

[littleoc]

There are child servants.

 

[ILoveLife]

There are child servants.

What do you mean?

 

[littleoc]

There are people enslaving children all over the place. And other people. It’s just not right. I wish I could fix it.

I can’t share the other thing. (Not because it’s secret, because it’s disturbing.)

I’m guessing I’m symptomatic suddenly, today. Annoying. Maybe I should get back into trauma work.

Or, is that a good idea while living in this house?

 

[littleoc]

I’m probably going to discuss something disturbing tomorrow. I’m having trouble sleeping.

I’m good though. I think tonight is a good night to read a book. Let me see if I can think up a funny story.

 

[ILoveLife]

Yeah it's terrible. I try not to read about that stuff.

Bumped into a ONG's website once, discussing human trafficking due to porn, well, that was it - no more porn for me.
Wanted to talk about it here, but then thought it would trigger folks unnecessarily. Now I think I should've talked about that.
I don't know, it's horrible. :(

I like Ashton Kushter's thing of human trafficking, he is doing some great work.

 

[littleoc]

Got one. Took me a minute. A few.

Fun story time:

My mom was babysitting my nephew. She was trying to come up with a lunch idea. Noticed that there was bread, peanut butter, and jelly, and made some sandwiches.

She got my nephew into his high chair and cut his sandwich into four square. He took the crust off three, then found the fourth one and yelled, “Oh, look. A new one!” Not haha funny but it makes me smile





@Sietz Stuff like that gets to me too. I’m with you, I’m afraid to share it. I’m afraid of disturbing people.

I already made one therapist quit, lol (not really, she was trying to start a family)

I didn’t know anyone was doing anything about that. That’s really good

 

[ILoveLife]

It did make me "haha" !! :D I love baby stories

 

[littleoc]

Kids are great

They make it hard to watch movies tho :P